tired

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I just wanna go to sleep but my brain just has to go on and on and on about the stupidest things. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of constantly thinking but never thinking about the right stuff. I'm tired of being clumsy. I'm tired of messing up every sentence and every word I speak. I'm tired of messing up everything. I'm tired of the fact that I can't ask questions. I'm tired of not knowing what i'm doing in school.
I'm tired of losing friends because I can't say or do anything right. I'm tired of not being able to tell anyone any of this because they won't understand or know what to say. I'm so tired of everything.
I've thought of suicide. I've hurt myself and I've hurt other people. Some days I'm okay but others, everything is too much.
The pain, the emotions, the thoughts, the suffering. It all becomes too much to bear.

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