A Marriage Contract •Kim x Macau•

chapter 10

Macau's pov

My stomach was hurting so much , I wonder why the hell did I eat so much ice cream? It was so good yet now I regret it so much , I ate so much today , having 2 burgers with fries , a milkshake and 4 ice cream was the worse idea I had , I swear I won't eat the same amount again , Boun is literally the worst drinker , he passed out after 3 shots , I didn't drink any alcohol , anie , my friend , took Boun home

I let out a sigh , I called Kim , I looked up and saw his car just at the parking of the mall , he waved his hand at me , damn he's here already? I crossed the road , going to the car , I stopped upon seeing another man wearing a hoodie then another one who's on the left side , this wasn't Kim's car , they were trying to trick me , my breath was shaky , I clicked on the white button on the watch , hoping Kim will come here soon , I saw a gun on them , no , they weren't guns , they seemed to be pistols

Shit , I ran into the same person as earlier , I was sweating profusely , I didn't know what to do , I couldn't fight them like this , I heard a gunshot , I looked behind me and saw Kinn , I ran to him

"Get in!"

I nodded , I got inside this car , I saw many bodyguards , how many bodyguards did he have? Kinn's bodyguard drove me to somewhere , soon I realised that we were at his mansion, Kinn's mansion , I remember I used to come here a couple of times with Phi , I got off off the car

"Mr Macau , you may go inside , Mr Kim is busy tonight , he will pick you up tomorrow , Mr Kinn said that he prepared a room for you , I will show you the way"

I nodded , I wonder if something had happened to Kim.. , I let out a sigh and followed that man , leading me to a room , I closed the door and lay down on the bed , why does this keeps happening?.. I should probably get some rest , I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep

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I woke up hearing noises , I opened my eyes , everything was blurry , I sat up , I saw someone , I rubbed my eyes , realising who it was , I let out a sigh , God I thought it was these guys again , I was stressing myself

"Sorry , did I wake you up?"

"No it's alright"

He nodded , I heard the door knocked , the door opened , revealing Kim , my heart suddenly ached , Kim and Porchay saw each other , they made eye contact , I stayed silent , I saw the eyes of Kim , sadness overflowed , he's looking at the one who he truly love , the only love of his life , why did I think I ever had a chance? I will never stood a chance against Porchay , he's soft , nice and kind while I , I am someone who's rude and brutal , I kill people without mercy , why would Kim want someone like me?

I stood up , putting on my shoes

"I will go to the car"

I said as I left in silence , not giving him a chance to answer me , I sat in the car silently , I let out a sigh , I hate Porchay but hate is a strong word..I don't even hate him..I just want to be like him , kind..nice , I don't like myself sometimes , It's unfair sometimes , I put on my seatbelt , I waited for a while until Kim came back to the car

"Last night was a bit messy. Are you alright?"

"Why would you care?"

He was taken back , his face , he was speechless , I looked out the window , he started driving , was I too harsh? He drove in silence , we got home , I was already exhausted , I went to my room , not wanting to eat , I wanted to sleep more or maybe cry , thinking about those two , maybe Porchay did move on but not Kim , Kim still loves him and..will forever do so..I lahed down on the bed , my tears coming down my face

Why am I always so unlucky? It hurts so badly , I can never have him , he's way out of my league , I let out a deep breath , O should probably took a nap , it's still 8 a.m , I closed my eyes but the thoughts of Kim keeps getting into my head , it felt impossible to sleep , It was so hot too , I stood up and the closed the windows , I turned on the air-conditioner , I opened the door and bumped into Kim , almost falling down , he grabbed my waist , I said nothing as I stared into his eyes , I realised I stared too long and looked down

My face tinted red , I could feel my face actually burning up

"Sorry"

I said quietly

"Did you need something?"

He shaked his head , he got me more curious , why was he here

"Just wanted to apologise for yesterday , things got messy and I couldn't pick you up"

I nodded , it's fine i guess..I could still feel his hand on my waist , we were silent for a while

"Um , maybe you could take your hands off my waist..?.."

He took his hands off my waist immediately

"Sorry I didn't realise it"

I nodded

"Macau"

I looked up , we were so close yet so distant

"Do you , by any chance , want to hang out tomorrow?"

I was quite shocked

"I don't know.."

"Do you have plans already?"

"Not really"

"Then don't refuse , let's go to the beach , let me make it up about yesterday"

"I guess it would be fine since I don't really have anything else to do.."

I gues it won't hurt to go out? But why would he ask me? I mean , I find it hard to believe that Kim actually likes going out but also asking me to go out with him was very and very weird