For Me Love Is Confusing

Delicate balance

Me & my thoughts both are meaningless!!! What I'm doing these....
Focus mili focus. You are in class .
But what do I do with my thoughts??

Does Ishaan really love me?
May be not .For him I'm only a silly girl .
But I respect him a lot , he is really a genius.

Lily....
Heyy,, why are you blushing?? Can you tell me please???

Ohh no no, it's nothing serious. We should focus on our class actually.

Lily...
Yeah, I can understand you are trying to ignor me !!

No ,dear !! I don't!! Okay okay I will tell you full story about ishan , now happy??

Lily...
That's great, I'm waiting okay!!

Yeah , now I have to tell Lily everything about Ishan !! It's my one of the best secret ever.
After sometimes we complete our class, & we move towards our room .

Lily.... now tell me everything, Mile, yes yes !!

Ishan was my senior & my neighbour.In my early childhood I used stay with my grandparents . You know what he was a so much strange person I have ever seen. He was so much rood & arrogant,even he doesn't like girls. Also he was a genius in studies .
But I was so much silly on those time , I want to did singing, dancing & writting etc. I was so much crazy for chocolates & sweets. He doesn't like my these nature . For these reasons he used to scold me all the time and asked me to study.I was very afraid of him at that time so I could not say anything. But he was so much caring for me . He wouldn't let me eat chocolate and make me do hard math, so I didn't go to him much.
He would take me to star gazing when I got too fed up with him. These are very childhood stories!!

last met him when I was in class nine.He went to foreign for his higher studies.I have not seen or spoken to him for the last two or three years.

Yesterday after all these years he came home and met me.He came and started scolding me like before.
Now he got job in big company and earning very good .

I don't know what is going on in his mind and what he wants to do now.
You understand??? Miss lily!!

Lily, oh my God,he is your princ charming. I'm sure he loves you & he has feelings too. Go & aske him . Mili, shut up lily. I don't like him .

Lily, ohh really!! It's sounds so much funny.
But wait wait what about your long distance relationship?? Go & say him that you don't want to stay !! I know honey he is only a good friend not your love. So don't waste your time.

Heyyy, I don't know what you are saying me . But I really care about him & I never gonna hurt him . He is so much special in my life.

Lily , okay you are a really crazy. Please here these what's is your heart saying to you. Don't loss your actual love for some dumb promises.

Mili, yrrrr he doesn't love me . He did not confess his love for me. How can you sure about that??

Lily, are you really a dumb?? Now you said that he doesn't like any girl but he used to talk to you then you are not a girl?? Tell me do you have any answer??
Okay wait for few days & see what he does .

Mili, okay... But let's complete our breakfast first .

After completing my breakfast I go for study.
But in my inner my I thinking about everything.