For Me Love Is Confusing

Chapter Six

Why is everything bad happening to me?What was less of a problem? That brings more problems!! Family problems, financial problems, darkest past, bad memories, depression, frustrations, burden of future, health issues, peer pressure, toxic environment just too much. I can't tolerate more.
Now a new problem arises .I don't understand what was needed.

I don't think him as a problem but his existence is .Now he is my neighbour.Who knows what is on my luck now.Only he can say ,what he wants actually. I don't understand anything.
Hah,I had forgotten. What? My long distance relationship!! only god knows why I'm in it.

Okay okay relax. I have to handle all these things. Now I'm a strong & brave girl. Yes I can.My eyes is filled with water . But I can't let them fall .I can't end my suffering for so many years like this.I can't loose again.

Suddenly, I came out from my thoughts with the vibration of my phone. It's mom's call.hello,good morning mom.How are you.
Mom replied me with a harsh voice what are you doing? Do you forget about your family?
Mom why you are telling me all these? What I did wrong?
Mom,Oh are you serious!! We have worked so hard to give you the opportunity to study but what are actually doing? You're hanging out with a boy.
No mom he is only my childhood friend. Nothing else.
Mom,If so, that's fine. Remember you have only one year for your dream.
Yes, mom .with these mom cut my call.
It's so much frustrating. Today is a worst day for me.
It's okay. I have the most important exam on my life on few months. So relax.
Oh shit,Half of my day is wasted thinking about these things.I can't waste the rest of the day.
After thinking about so many things, I sat down to read.And the physics numericals are a big trauma.
After some hours my room's bell suddenly rang.A gentleman came and gave an invitation. Oh wow.but wait one second What invitation letter is this?This is a house warning party invitation letter. But whose .Have to read to find out these.But the invitation is looking good.

What nonsense. just why he inviting us for these party.oh I can't suffer more.Why did he have to take this house after leaving so many houses in the world?What will the House warning party do now? Nonsense people.
Lily lily.... Can you hear me. Lily .
Mrs.lyra are you here . Oh Mrs.Mili what happened. Why you are shouting.
Stop this fun & see these .
Lily, what's this? Oh a invitation that's great. It's from our new neighbour.
Mr.Ishan Malhotra.How sweet. I'm so excited.
Shut up lily. It's to annoying & makes me angry too.
Why did he invite us?Have you thought about it?.
What's there to think?We are his neighbors so we invited it's simple.
You are so stupid lily. I think he has other intentions.why you are laughing.these is not a joke.
Lily,What will I do if I don't laugh? Even anyone who hears you will laugh. What's wrong with you. It's a simple party for House warning and you are thinking all this upside down.
Oh really lily?will you go to the party?
Iily, sure. I'm going.
Mili,What what? Why do you go ?
Lily, wait you are not going?
Mili, yes.
Lily,but why yrr? I'm so much excited to go. please .
Mili,There are still three days left for the party. Let's see what happens.
Lily, oh god . Okay I'm going now .

A new headache arose.What he thinks I don't understand . You crazy. I'll kill you !!