diary || keeping track of my weight gain

5 december 2023

written; 6/12/2023

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woke up as per usual sadly, took progress pics and checked my weight after a while, didn't feel like getting out of bed...

my weight that morning; 86,9 kg

didn't notice many changes that day in my physical appearance compared to the ones before that
didn't go out either except to buy some food and drinks, stayed the rest of the day at home in my room
stomach did feel really soft and more squeezable, could just be me though

my outfit was pretty revealing as I just wore an almost tight fitting cropped top and low rised jeans which won't close, a friend of mine asked for a fit check and commented on my weight gain/body and discussed this topic which she wasn't so happy with, she called me fat and such

i had 3 packs of noodles (too much for now..), half of a coke bottle we had bc that was all that's left, 3 sandwiches with chocolate spread and peanut butter, a lot of biscuits and chocolate, for dinner i only had beans which weren't that good but that's all i was okay with eating that evening (have been ill), 2 ice creams and later that night i ate some chocolate spread mixed with some type of oil

besides that not much happened and before going to bed again i checked my weight which was 87,2, not that it matters as much as it's the end of the day and it would be different the next day but oh well.
also was quite bloated at the end of the day but could have been better imo

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byebye