It's 0:15am. I can't sleep once again but I don't really care. I've got too much on my mind and I want to wash my hands. That's probably a bad habit by now. I should continue journaling to tidy my head. Sometimes, or very often I think and feel way too much.
I don't know what to do. Tomorrow I'll pack my suitcase, force myself to take a damn shower and study for some exams. It's stressing me out. I don't want to go to school and I kinda don't want to see my boyfriend again. I don't understand why I'm thinking this. Why on earth am I so depressed? I really need to take a shower tomorrow but it's just sooo difficult to do anything at all when you're depressed. Also I haven't studied anything for the exams yet. And they're next week!
What am I stressing about? I have enough time, right? I don't know...
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Dear Diary
RandomThe diary of a *very depressed* DID system [mostly venting// trigger warning]
