I am sorry

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(Last side note before I leave this story out and in public. Warning: S/h scars and dark matter)




Well, I'm sorry that you had to see this ending this way. It's true, I am Malison. Not sick and twisted. It's most likely mentally unstable and had a hard time to keep myself. So, this story is about my mind where I have an episode on my own. One of parts of the story is actually about me having an episode and needing it to let it go where I had to put it in here. It's true, I have a few dreams or nightmares of my family dying and my friends ending theirselves, most likely my siblings because they have been venting to me. Once in a while my mind show a very disturbing image of me or my family which I find it very disturbing even I feel disgusting of myself. I had a hard time to process so one of the lines in this story is me wanting to be honest which I will not show or tell because it'll be dark enough already. 

I had a hard time being raised and on my own for my life while I just take care of my family and myself but which it doesn't really help because I had to take care of my own mental health. My parents didn't know how to help after I told them everything. I am trying to tell them but I dont want you or my family thinks I'm a bad person. I just want to do be sure you're not so worried and scared what I would do. Do to myself like how I did last year.

The scars on malison face and thighs? It's my scars, the face is represented of my innocence fade away when a dog bit down on my face when I was a kid. To 9-10 and it's been there since my life by now, it's small but still visible. The scars on their thighs, I had them since last year. I don't want to add to much details so all I ca say is I regret that day. I may have been into a religion of a certain type which I am very uncomfortable now since I have been like this few years ago. I am sorry if you are a Christen. 

 

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I am sorry

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