Those Blue Eyes

Friends?

^ Your outfit for dinner, imagine the brace on the right wrist

I decided on my outfit rather quickly, put on some jewelry and a nice perfume. When Jordan is done we walk together in silence towards the lobby, to my suprise we are one of the first to arrive. I sit down on one of the big chairs in the lobby and open instagram, I scroll through my feed while more people arrive. 'Y/n lets go' I look up and notice England calling me, I stand up and do a little sprint so I am next to her, together we walk towards the restaurant. We arrive not much later, the sun is already setting when we take a seat at the long table that has been reserved for us, I sit somewhere in the middle of the table with Bethany on my right, Ellie, Rachel and Millie sit opposite of me and to my suprise Leah sits down on my left, we give eachother a friendly smile before returning to our conversations. Leah and I haven't talked since our moment in her room, but I have noticed her being more distant from Jordan then Jordan is to her, which gives me a little hope to be honest. I check Leah out as she is focused on her conversation with Keira and Georgia, she is wearing grey jeans with a white nike crop top. It is simple but she looks stunning. In this little moments I regret my decisions even more. The waiters come and take our orders which takes a while because eventually the whole team came to dinner, which is really nice. I am having a conversation with Ellie as we eat, which I struggle a bit with since I can't use my right hand, suddenly have to move because Georgia wants to sit between Keira and Leah, this causes Leah to be pushed into my side, my heart beat quickens and butterflies fill my stomach because of how little space there is between us. I look to my side and from Leah her facial expression she feels the tension to, it try to focus back on Ellie and my food but Leah her scent and warm body does crazy things to my mind. 'I need to go to the toilet' Leah says as she excuses herself, I follow her movement with my eyes until she is inside the toilet and I say 'I need to go to' before following her.

Leah is looking in the mirror while leaning against the sink when I enter 'Everything alright?' I ask concerend, she looks down and then up at me 'No, not really' She answers as tears form in her eyes 'Talk to me please' I encourage, she sighs and shakes her head while she leans against the wall. 'Leah let me be here for you' I ask as I go stand infront of her 'I don't know what to say or where to start' She says and puts her face in her hands 'Don't do that Leah' I pull her hands away from her face 'I just don't understand why I feel the way that I feel' She sighs, I look at her confused 'Has this to do with Jordan?' I ask 'No with you' This makes me even more confused 'You.. you cheated on me' Leah says with a shaky voice 'Im sorry Leah, I will regret that forever' I tell her honestly as I try to cub her cheeks but she pushes me hand away 'Then you left me' 'Well- I thought that was the best thing to so in that moment, everyone hated me' I try to explain but Leah seems the get angrier with the second. 'Because you fucking put you fingers into another girl while I was what? 20 meters away!' Leah says raising her voice as she pushes me with force. I knew all these emotions would come out at one point, everything she has pushed away and I deserve it. 'Its okey Leah' I tell her as she gives me another hard push causing me to stumble 'And then.. then I let Jordan in again, because I was broken by you!' Another push follows 'Now we are in this bathroom and I have no fucking clue what I am doing' Leah says with trembling voice as she pushes me all the way against the wall on the other side, her fist clenched. 'I am broken y/n and most of all lost' I gulp as tears fall from her eyes, I pull her into a thight hug, Leah stiffened but soon relaxes and I let her calm down as I hold her. Damn I really really ruined her, I will be lucky if she forgives me. 'Leah..' I start soft as I hear her sobs get softer and breathing calmer 'Yeah?' 'I never meant to do it, you had changed me in the best way possible. You showed me love again' I tell her honestly, still holding her and not planning on letting lose anytime soon 'Barcalona was an escape from reality, the reality I was afraid to face' Leah looks up at me 'How so?' She asks as I look deep into her blue eyes 'Losing you, I was afraid of that' I feel my eyes sting from the tears forming 'Being at Barcalona was great, the people, the trainings, the club, the whole experience, except for one thing' I continue 'What was it?' Leah asks confused, I cub her cheeks 'You.. you weren't there with me. I want you in my life again Leah, even if it is just friends then that is okey' Leah looks away as she fudges with her fingers 'I- I will need time' She replies as she looks at me again 'Ofcourse take all the time you need, I will wait' I say and give her a warm smile 'Friends does sound nice' Leah says with a smile which makes us both chuckle. I pull Leah into a last hug before we go back again, we sit down just in time for dessert which are different fresh fruits because we need to stay healthy, I am not complaining though I love fresh fruit. The rest of the night exists of chatter and laughter, like that one night never happend.

Maybe everything will work out in the end?

^ You are Lucy

^ You are Maya Le Tessier

^ You are Alanna Kennedy

^ You are LJ

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Y/n_y/l/n: Playtime is over, real work starts now 💪💪

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^y/n_y/l/n: hottest from the team for sure 🔥
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^RachelDaly: Me too
LucyBronze: Sipping from my juicy
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A/N: sorry for the short chapter, planning on the next one to be longer. Might take 3 days or so to create, apologies in advance for that but I hope to make it a killer chapter

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