Sorry not sorry /7

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This whole thing is a mess

This past month has been a total mess

Confusion

That's all that Woooyung is feeling, confusion

School, Yeosang, San, he will not even mention the whole mess with Seonghwa too

Actually

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"You did what!?" Seonghwa yells at Wooyoung, making the boy flinch with the high tone of his shaken voice

Hwa rarely uses that tone, only when he's mad, really mad, and well even Wooyoung is mad at himself, can't blame his friend for almost killing him right now only with a stare

He couldn't find another way to test that damn "experiment" of his?

No

Why? Because deep down he knew he wanted that, even though he was trying his best to ignore that fact, every time he looked at his "best friend" his mind decided to fuck everything up and focus on those spicy, filthy, and dirty moments both of them shared on Wooyoung's couch

Not only that, but even seeing that damn couch every time he gets home his eyes picture him and San, having that intimate moment, and Wooyoung could lie to himself all his life, but he knows if he could go back in time he would have done the same thing, maybe even sooner.

His body, yes, that's his body's fault, he blames his body.

One touch from San and his whole body warms up, craving for more, craving those rough yet kind and soft hands on his skin

He can't watch San's naked torso without getting half hard just with the view, and the boy can't even stop himself from staring, It's seriously pissing him off, yet he doesn't bother to even try harder to look away, he likes It, adores it, it's obsessing.

Where was he? Oh yeah

"Um... I listened to you and risked an experiment?" His eyes low, looking at the separations of his white and black tiles on the kitchen floor, mentally counting each of them, keeping his mind busy, ignoring the piercing death stare Seonghwa was giving him

"Experiment!? Wooyoung! You think having sex with your best friend was the best experiment you came with? Have you lost your fucking mind!?" gulping his thick saliva he looks up making eye contact with his friend

"I'm sorry" he whispers, his eyes back down to his feet this time

He should put these shoes to wash, they're getting dirty, he thinks biting the interior of his cheeks

"Don't say sorry to me, you should feel sorry for your fucking boyfriend" Seonghwa's voice was loud, angry, and disappointed

He should feel sorry, and he does

But

Only a little, as bad as that sounds

It's been almost two whole weeks after that small fight with Seongwha and the boy is lost

Is it just... Sexual attraction?

Is it more than that?

Does he even love Yeosang?

Why does his body react more to San than to his boyfriend?

And why is he and Yeosang fighting so much lately?

They fight over every little thing, his boyfriend has been distant, always annoyed and his patience just faded out of thin air, even before the whole "experiment" with Sannie

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