Cant run away

11

Time passed
It had been a good month without having contact with Ren. Yes everyday I wondered if he had eaten if he was doing okay. I missed him each day but I didn't go see him.

No one kept me updated on him so it was horrible. I was alone this whole time, I even tried reaching my mother but she disappeared on me. My mental health was getting bad but I wanted no help.

It was night and I was craving strawberry candy, I left my apartment and walked to a nearby by store. Going in getting what I need but I accidentally bumped into a group of girls.

Girl - watch where your walking fatass
Girl 2- she's so fat oh my

I had gained weight but not crazily I still looked fit but being under 100 pounds was fit to them. I picked up my wallet and just continued to go pay.

They were behind me in like and I overheard them talking. " do you think Ren would rather blue or pink I mean he goes crazy over black lingerie " Ren.....?

Maybe I was being really desperate and just imagining things. " that girl he has on his wallpaper is so pretty though we don't even have a chance "

Ren has another girl on his wallpaper? We're probably talking about two different people. " I heard her name was y/n or something, but that him and her are on break" I froze

Girl 2- explains why he's so loyal to y/n

I grabbed my stuff and left but I waited outside and just had to think for a quick second. I needed to process everything I heard. If Ren comes back to me I can't be looking like this he would actually leave me

Or would if he found himself another y/n? That's not even possible I'm JSUT over thinking it now.

Just another two months and we can go back to each other I want to be even better for him now.

Through our this time I sent a message to him. As day and night went I kept waiting for a response but nothing. That wasn't holding me back though maybe he was just being loyal and not talking to me.

Two months go by

I was back to myself where I felt confident and all. Even got myself a good paying job, I had my phone in my hand and ready to press the call button.

The number you are trying to reach is out of service

What?

No matter how many times I tried calling or texting they wouldn't go through. My first thought was to go to his company and so I did. There I watch him walk in I yelled his name but stopped half way when I see a girl walking behind him

With her head down

I didn't care I tried going in but they stopped me, " it's me y/n" I said to the guard and even I remember them

Guard- I know but you've been replaced
Y/n- replaced what?
Guard- do you see that women over there yea her

I pushed him out of the way and ran in yelling for Ren. He turned around as we made eye contact JSUT staring at each other for a while.

It was silent that everyone was watching. " can we please talk" I said to him he lowered his head and snapped his fingers

One of his guards went to him and they're were speaking. I was taken into a meeting room where I waited what seemed ages.

Honestly I wasn't going to give up I couldn't. That's when the door opens and Ren walked in shutting the door behind him. " why are you here?" He said and I didn't even answer since I was JSUT admiring his face.

Y/n- im ready Ren and I know exactly what I want I've gone through so much to show you a better self of me
Ren- y/n y/n.... Three months have passed I moved on with my life
Y/n- what do you mean?
Ren- I wanted to wait but it was taking too long and I told myself to have patience but I wasn't going to stop my life just because you couldn't make your mind up, I have feelings too and their weren't valid to you
Y/n- Ren this whole time I missed you and I stopped myself from going to you and I even got depressed
Ren- y/n please just understand I don't love you anymore. Our love was toxic and miserable. Be happy for me that I found someone who can teach me what love really is.

I couldn't believe what was coming out of his mouth it all didn't seem real. I wanted to run away so far but I needed more answers. " you know why our love was like that because of you! Surely you'll let someone else show you but how come for me, you hated it I did something wrong. That's not fair to me" I said bawling my eyes out feeling so much anger

He sighed and sat down on the chair next to me " you would run away from me y/n, you know how I felt at those times" I gave him the dirtiest look ever

Y/n- i FUCKING RAN AWAY BECAUSE OF YOU...... you're the damn reason you treated me like some prisoner.
Ren- are you still afraid of me? My heart broke when you said that to my face.
Y/n- Ren..... you know what keep playing the victim. I'm going to let you be and never talk to you, just know you lost it all

I got up and even he tried grabbing my hand to stop me but I was too angry I stormed out of there and yea I saw his new little bitch waiting outside.

She got startled and everything well at least he has a nice soul for himself.