Cant run away

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Ren- it's love y/n trust me you know I hold myself back everyday from you?
Y/n- that's not love then you wouldn't have to hold yourself back
Ren- the point is i love you y/n

I decided to not reply no more and just close my eyes and sleep.

Next morning

I woke up in a very comfortable bed, the room filled with light and just clean. I looked around and Ren wasn't here.

I was confused

I then see a white paper on the nightstand, as I pick it up to read it

Letter
       I want to understand you better so I'm giving you time to yourself, if you fall out of love I'll let you go but if you still love me then we can communicate and continue. I don't want to force nothing more upon you so you're free to do whatever, but just think this through for me. I hope you the best during this time and be careful please, know I'll always love you y/n.
                                          -Ren

I cried so much that morning from reading that letter over and over, because I had myself confused I didn't know what to do or what I wanted. Him not being here I missed him. But when he was in front of me I wanted to be away.

Hopefully in this time I find what I want, but I'm scared of how long this time may last.
The apartment was filled with everything I needed.

I felt alone now and I was in fault for sure

I didn't even want to get up or anything until I heard someone knocking on the door. I gained some what of a smile thinking it was Ren but when I opened the door it was some maid.

She quickly came in randomly, " sorry who are you?" I asked but she sat me down. " sir Ren is going insane "

Y/n- what do you mean?
Maid- well we all found out you two are having a break but he's not doing good at all
Y/n- as much as I want to do something I can't we can't see each other for now
Maid- I understand that but we need your help please we're the ones picking up his mess

I felt bad so I got changed and went with her to the house to see Ren yelling and throwing everything on the ground.

Y/n- Ren control yourself

He suddenly stopped and turned back feeling ashamed of his doings. " what are you doing here?" He walked up to me as I could smell alcohol

His eyes were red and he was just a mess, " you guys can pick this up I'll deal with him" I took him to his room and tried to help me.

Ren- why are you here? I got you away from me but now your back? Why are you so complicated
Y/n- i ask myself that question too

I got him new clothes he could change into and a wet rag to clean his face. " looks like your having a harder time than me" I said to him and he just shrugged it off

Ren- leave
Y/n- than control yourself, have you seen yourself and all those people consider you their boss how foolish
Ren- if your here to insult me then leave
Y/n- this is my goodbye

I place the rag on the bed and walked away " STOP " Ren yelled

Ren- are you serious?
Y/n- i think so Ren
Ren- not so easily take the time please
Y/n- i will dont worry but it's clear to me now