Unrequited

IV

Y'all know y'all in trouble cause I'm putting the authors note at the beginning instead of the end

So listen up

I know y'all want Donnie to love himself but y'all gotta understand that the story will be dealing with his body dysmorphia and budding eating disorder, as I said in the very first page of this book as a disclaimer. So y'all don't gotta comment "this shit again" every time he mentions his weight because it will be an important and repetitive part of the story that will be important for his growth. So basically, don't sit in these comments and undermine his experience with his problems just because you want him to hurry up and love himself. That's not how life works. You will see him struggle because everybody struggles, there's no rushing past that part

Also some of y'all gotta get your britches out ya bunches getting mad about Donnie still being in love with Diamond. Y'all getting pissed and talking about how you're getting tired of it ain't gon make that shit move no faster. Y'all acting real brand new like you don't know how books work. Diamond gon be around, Donnie still gon love him for a while because that's his first and only love. Don't piss me off because I will stop writing. Y'all can leave your lil funny comments about Donnie going back to his ain't shit ass, but when every other comment is either complaining about Donnie not liking his body still or Donnie still loving Diamond, it gets tired real fast

Y'all clicked on this book knowing exactly what it would be about, I gave several disclaimers in the very first page of the book. If you don't want to read a toxic ass relationship with a love triangle, then gon and reread below the belt gang. Otherwise just enjoy the drama

Now enjoy the damn chapter. 🫶🏾

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Dontavius' POV

"Baby?" I heard a voice whispering into my ear, followed by a pressure pressing onto me. I was laying in bed on my stomach sleeping— or I had been, until this nigga decided to start pressing his dick up on me.

"Leave me alone, Diamond." I muttered as I repositioned myself, ignoring the way he kept grinding against me. "Diamond LaFleur, gon' somewhere bruh."

"Baby, please." He muttered while dry humping me. I finally let him come home this week. I figured I might as well... It's not like I'm gonna leave him and he definitely will still do it again no matter how long I ignore him, so what's the point? Now that he's back with me though, he acts like he doesn't get his dick wet with anybody who looks at him the right way. "Why you trippin', baby?"

"Nigga it is..." I paused to peek one eye open, tapping my phone to check the time before continuing. "Seven o'clock in the fucking morning. Get the fuck off'a me."

"I'm tryna get some lovin', baby." He whispered into my ear, making me let out a sigh. You get some lovin' from anybody you want... "Come on, Donnie." When I only closed my eyes again and wrapped my arms around my pillow, he smacked his lips and sat on my back. "Donnie, come on bro. You already know if you ain't gon' give it to me, imma just get it from someone else."

Slowly, I opened my eyes, already feeling my usual scowl take its place on my face.

I remember when he used to make me smile...

He used to make me happy. He used to care about how I felt.

Letting out another sigh, I turned around with a frown on my face until I was laying on my back and he was straddling my hips. Deep down, I wanted to cry. I wanted to beg him to stop speaking like that. To just want me and only me. To just love me, love me the way he used to.