Will It Get better

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Jayliah

I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off. It was 6:30 in the morning and my head was pounding. I sat up and stopped the annoying beeping. Then hoped out of bed. I walked in the bathroom and flipped on the light. I looked in the mirror and rubbed my hand over my cheek. It was purplish and noticeable. Fuck aint no way for me to cover this shit up either

I brushed my teeth, washed my face and plugged the flat irons up. Even if i was feeling horrible i still cared about my apperence. So i wasn't about to just throw my hair up and put on some sweats even though i wanted to.

After they got hot enough i pressed my hair out straight and gave my self a long side bang to cover up my cheek much as possible. I walked out the bathroom and into my room. I found some clothes to put on. I settled for some black jeans, a crop top with my red sandals. I put on some lipgloss and put my purse across me. I was dress and ready then i woke jaylicia up. It was the normal struggle and she wasn't talking and her eyes were puffy.

I got her dress in a jumper, some cute sandals and a little jeans jacket. Nan of her hair clamps came off so i just removed her scarf and left it at that. She hadnt said anything and i figured it because of the events that happened yesterday.

I got her bookbag ready and mines before walking out of our room. I walked in the kitchen. I was hungry. My mom dropped my plate last night so i didnt eat.

I opened the refrigerator and wasn't nothing in there, i slammed it back.

"You ready Jaylicia." I asked walking towards the door

"Im hungry we not gone eat?" She asked lowly

I signed this shit hard man. Then in the one who is left to explain to her.

I thought about it, "when can walk to McDonald's." I still had the money my mom gave me friday. I try not to use it just for times like this

"Okay im ready." She said and i grabbed her hand

We walked pass my moms room and her door was open. I looked up and her and micheal sleeping body were cuddled up but they were ass naked. Thats disrespectful as fuck. Like aleast close your damn door its a minor in the house.

I rolled my eyes and went out the house hand and hand with jay.

"Jayliah how come we have to walk everyday when theres a car right there?" She asked

"Umm the car doesn't work." I made up. I hate being asked questions when i know damn well i dont know how to lie

"The car doesn't work huh?" Jay said

I shook my head, "nope."

"So how does mom use it everyday, And that car over there is the one micheal uses." She asked

I looked down at her for a minute. This girl is not naive at all. She knows what goes on around her And i cant even lie right to cover it up. cant nobody tell me my sister dont know. Cause she do, she smart. And i aint forgot how she told my mom she hates her, then said her first name. I was shooked for a momment.

"Well um mom isnt able to drive us." I said

"Why she can't drive us?"

"Because we leave out before she does." I came back

"Then why she cant just get up when we do. By the time she drop me and you off, it'll be the normal time she leaves." Jayliah strugged

I looked down at her, what in the world.