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dinner at saints was crazy as fuck me and kiamani didnt know that his sister would be there if we did kiamani probably wouldn't have even wanted to go , she is the kind of sister who doesnt want anyone dating her brother so she tries to run them off

its all weird to me but if she likes it baby i love it

i still cant believe saint is friends with the guy giovanni from the cafe

that ashy roach is fine as hell his brother is fine too but not as fine as him i was staring at him the whole dinner in shock even though he didn't catch me staring i was

i know nothing about this man except for his name is giovanni and he is friends with saint which means he probably does illegal shit because saint is still big in the streets even though we moved to new york

we moved after i had kai , for her safety i didn't want her growing up in cherry hill it was awful growing up there i want my baby to have the finest things including a nice neighborhood to grow up in

i live in brooklyn heights i like the neighborhood its quiet and peaceful

A/N i know nothinnnn abt ny fr ... im not frm there so if anything i put abt it is wrong correct it

a knock on my door makes me snap out of my daze i get up from the couch im sitting on while kai remains silent eyes glued to the tv which is playing her favorite cartoon , bluey

i walk over to the door and open it i see kiamani who looks like shes been crying for hours

i immediately pull her inside and close the door "kisa lanfè ki mal" i asked speaking my native tongue seeing my sister in distress (what the hell's wrong)

a/n i use google translate for creole correct if its wrong

"mwen menm ak saint te antre nan yon gwo batay sou semaji anko and broke up again " she said as tears started to form in her eyes again (me and saint got into a big fight about semaji again"

i told kai to go upstairs so we could talk

"damn again" i asked pretending to be shocked but i wasnt

when we first moved to new york we all had to stay in a house together til we were able to live on our own and because kiamani wanted to help with kai

while we were all living together semaji would try to bully kiamani so she would leave saint she didnt want to move to new york she thought saint was only moving here because of kiamani so she hated her even more kiamani never took semaji's shit though , they've fought multiple times and in my opinion mani won each time but saint would take semaji side and get mad at kiamani and that would lead to them being "broken up" for days or weeks at a time because saint felt like he was right for defending his sister but kiamani felt he was wrong for not defending his girlfriend against his sisters bullying tactics

"yes , i told him i felt what he did yesterday was weird knowing the past i have with that weird ass sister of his" she spoke with more tears coming out but i could tell they were tears of frustration and not sadness

"what did he say when you said how you felt" I asked her adjusting how I was sitting to be able to fully hear her

"He said I was doing too much , he told me she was just being petty like she always is and said that I overreacted when I talked to him in the kitchen so I said if your gonna always take her side when she's in the wrong I'm done and he didn't say anything so I walked out and came here " she said choking up on her own voice

I scrunched my face up "why is he acting like his sister isn't a weirdo , does he not see how she acts towards you , especially what happened last time"

the last time kiamani and semaji was in the same room was when we all lived together and me and kiamani beat the shit out of semaji because she ran at the mouth about our grandmother and semaji kicked us out and saint didn't defend us well didn't defend kiamani cs I didn't give a damn weither we left or stayed me and kiamani had money to get our own places but that situation lead to them being broken up for the longest they've ever been broken up 3 months

Eventually saint apologized and told us he sent semaji back to Baltimore

So she took him back because she thought the cause of their problems was gone for good but I guess last night she came back and he invited her

"He says she's just protective of him" she said rolling her eyes

"I've been with him since I was 16 and it's been amazing but lately he's been being distant he doesn't communicate anymore he lets me go to bed angry now he never did that we're 26 now and we are getting more and more different I feel like it's time for me to let him go for good but it's so hard because he is all I've ever known" she says breaking down crying

I run to her side and hold her while rubbing her back " mani if you feel like you guys are growing apart it's okay , your growing up and realizing he's not who your gonna be with forever it's normal to grow out of someone even if it's someone you've been with for so long maybe this is your time to be by yourself and learn life outside of saint and kiamani" I say rubbing her back

she nods her head against my stomach and starts crying more "it just hurts because I know it's time to let go but I can't I feel like I'm a nobody without him he's all I know , I don't know a life outside of kiamani and saint and it's pathetic mas I don't really know myself" she says and I look at her on my stomach and shake my head

"Your not pathetic and neither is your situation you are a woman who has been with one man basically your entire life you never been alone so yes it's gonna feel different and your gonna wanna go back but you have to be strong and think about how great it's gonna feel when you find out who you really are as a person" I told her as I rubbed her back in small circles

she nodded and mumbled a small thank you before her eyes slowly closed she fell asleep on my lap with her head on my stomach I knew Kai was probably asleep already so I just let my self drift off

This js a backstory on kiamani and saints relationship 🧏🏽‍♀️