I'm not fat but
My belly sticks out
And it surrounds the front
Of the pants
As I sit downI tuck it in
I hide it
To keep the rolls
From showing
For if I didn't
Everyone would know
What was worth knowingI'm not fat but
If I showed you the inside
The outside wouldn't matter
You would walk away
In disappoint
No longer flatteredAnd if you touched
My love handles
Are they a cure
Or a curse?
For do they make
You fall in love?
Or fall for the worse?I'm not fat
I'm notMy legs are skinny
My thighs slightly too
It's just the belly fatIt's the truth
Something
I can't erase
Can't escape
Can't look down
Without seeing
It's ugly faceBut
I'm not fat
Or am I?
Is it a trick?
An illusion?
A coy for my demise?Do I suffer in the pain
Just so tears can feel my eyes?
Or do I sit there and accept it?Tell me
Tell me now
Tell me howIf you brushed your finger
Against my stretch marks
And felt my cold
Belly hanging outWould you love what you fell for?
Or would I surround you with doubt?I'm not fat but
When I look
In the mirror
Something tells
Me I amAnd I start to
Believe itI start to believe
That I am the monster
Yes, maybe I am.
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Poetry(made the cover myself) do I look like I fucking know what's going on!? But fr tho grab some popcorn this shit good