The other one

Ugh Maths

                 

                     Mia Pov 💅🏻

Why is Maths first on my schedule I didn't understand.
Who wants to wake up early get ready and attend a maths lecture.
I absolutely do not.
Having maths in first period should be banned.

Cherry on the cake:
I was late on my first day for my first class.
So all the good seats were taken.
I had to sit in the front facing the teacher who was a middle aged lady.
She carried herself like she owns the place.
She wore hot pink framed glasses. Can you imagine.

Another disadvantage of coming late:
Every one had looked at me as I entered.
Before I used to bask in the attention.
In California I made it a point to stand out.
I was the queen b so of course.

Now I hate it.
I get why Rose liked to not stand out and blend in.
Really Mia now you are comparing yourself with your twin whom you hate.
Oh and look I am talking to myself about myself.

Who needs to go to a mental asylum.
Me that's who.

And hate is a strong word by the way. Before when I was in California and even in New York I could say I hate her with no problem.
But now...

She had the best opportunity ever.
She could have lied to everyone and said that I had also abused her like mom and our step dad.
But she said the truth that I just saw and kept quiet with also sometimes doing petty shit like throwing food on her and calling her names.

They would have believed her.
They would have called the police on me.
But wait aren't they like mafia or something.
I would like to believe that they wouldn't have killed me or tortured me but you can never be sure.
Yes while it lasted I felt like they really loved me but do they still love me after all this.

Rose thinks I am this way because I was spoiled.
No.
Somehow through all those suppressed memories I still somehow remember those exact words.
I didn't remember in what context were they said and when I heard them but I did remember them.

𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘐 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨.....
𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘔𝘪𝘢 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.....

See that's the reason.
I always knew deep down that mom really didn't love me.
But I did everything to earn her love.
She said bully Rose, I did it.
But now that I remember I feel disgusted that I wanted affection from those people.

Rose is another matter. With all my memories returned and the recent things that happened I don't know how to feel about what I did to her.

But that's the thing I might be wrong about her being weak and deserving all that because she would hurt me if I didn't hurt her.
But I am not wrong about her deserving it still.
Because with all the other memories that memory returned too.

Rose wasn't all that innocent.
If I ignored her abuse she also looked the other way when it really mattered.

                            AN

Hey guys.

Any guesses about what happened.

What did Rose do.

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