God knows I try to feel happy for you.
Y/N pov
"Baby girl, I'm trying I swear I am," She expressed, rubbing her temples as her voice boomed through my phone's speaker.
"And I get that Kah but I'm also trying. It's not working and I don't want to loose you. I love you too much," i expressed through tears making as heart ached.
"So what are we supposed to do than y/n? We can't keep hurting each other like this," she said as I looked at her face through the camera. She looked so sad and it made me want to cry. I loved this girl so damn much but we just can't seem to get it right.
"I don't know. Maybe I can just move to Chicago and it'll be fine. I just....I don't know baby," I said sadly.
"I don't want you passing up on a life time opportunity for me y/n/n. You've wanted this for so long, don't let me get in the way of you achieving your goal. I'll always be here for you I swear. Maybe we just need to step away before we hurt each other too bad. We can always come back when we are both truly ready," she offered and I couldn't hold it in anymore, as I started sobbing.
"Y/n baby," she said as she sighed.
"I knowww I'm sorry Kah. I don't want you to hate me," i mumbled through the tears.
"I could never hate you love. This isn't goodbye. Just see you later, oh Kay?" I quietly nodded making her shake her head.
"Uh un let me hear you say it boo," she encouraged.
"It's just see you later," I said softly, with tears running down my face.
"I love you so much honey,"
"To the moon and back. Promise you won't forget about me Kah," she said and I nodded quickly.
"Never that baby girl. You wanna stay on the phone for the night?" She asked as I shook my head.
"No," I said as she gasped.
"Why not?" She questioned as I blinked aggressively feeling the tears threaten to fall more.
"I just can't do that Kah. You're gonna spoil me too much. Then I won't be able to sleep without it," I said as she gave me a small smile.
"Okay I hear you. Well tomorrows your first day, go be great superstar," she said as I have a small thank you as my thumb hovered over the red button on my screen.
"Alright, I'll see you beautiful," she said before I hung up. As soon as it disconnected I sobbed and I sobbed hard. My pillow was soaked by the time I was finished. This is why long distance relationships will never be the answer for me.
Kahleah POV
The infamous FaceTime hang up tone went off as y/n hung up on me. I sighed.
"She didn't even say bye back," I mumbled as I ran my hand over my face. I threw my phone to the side of me as I laid back on the hotel bed. I didn't even have enough time to be in my feelings because I have a damn game in three hours. I closed my eyes trying to calm myself down, but before I knew it, the tears started rolling down my face.
"Fuck bro!" I screamed as I slammed my fist down on the pillow next to me. Time like this I despised basketball because it took such a toll on my personal life. There was a knock at my door as I sighed wiping my face. I opened the door to see Izzy standing there.
"Hey did- oh Kah, what's wrong?" She asked seeing my face. I opened my mouth to speak but the words just weren't coming out. She immediately pulled me into a hug, rubbing my back. "What happened boo?" She asked as she tried to console me.
"I broke up with her," I mumbled as she gasped.
"I just. Oh my god my chest bro. My fucking chest hurtsss," I cried into her shoulder.
"That's not your chest baby, that's your heart. I need you to breath Kah. Breatheee," she said as I tried to calm down. Eventually I was able to steady my breathing as I relaxed. Izzy sat down across from my and smiled at me.
"You wanna talk it out? Or you want a distraction?" She asked as I shrugged, truly not knowing.
"Distract me i guess," I said as she nodded.
"I'm having a baby soon," she said as I gasped I shock..
"Isabelle! Your pregnant?" I asked in complete awe. She laughed shaking her head.
"No. No, we're thinking about adoption," she said as I sighed in relief.
"That's really cool. I'm happy for you, I hope that works out," I said as she giggled.
"Thanks Kah. Don't worry whatever's going on with y'all will pass too. I believe in y'all, and I got hope," she said. Shit I hope her hope was enough cause right now I was torn.
Excuse all errors
A'jah🩷
