Chasing Shadows

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I keep feeling like I'm just chasing shadows.
With no directions to find my desire.
No matter where are my highs and lows,
With all I chase is what I should've acquire.

For every memory should always stay in the past,
But I keep chasing after the darkness again.
Making me always get the feeling of an outcast.
For I feel like I am annoying when each moment of a complain.

Chasing the nothingness is all I ever seek.
Falling into the darkness to feel alone.
For every emotion I make seems to make me weak.
But trying hard not to turn my heart into stone.

I often wonder if I should stop chasing the nothing in me.
Just go with the flow with what is the now.
And go back to living in the world where I was carefree.
Just let myself belong to those were able to disavow.

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