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Riddhima's pov:
He was the one who told me that it's my choice if I want to do it or not as he is my husband and now when I have done this he yelled at me very badly...I will not talk to Vansh ever...He is bad ,very bad...How can he yell at me?am I not that beautiful?I Know I don't match his status or age..I Know I am not a perfect wife for him and I Know that he doesn't even consider his wife...he is just helping me to be established in my life that's it...and I think he will leave me also after that but now the society will call me by name because of this he is not leaving me...
I know Vansh you never wanted a girl like me to be your wife..You always wanted a mature and educated woman who will match your status..and here I am an immature and illiterate girl who can't do anything...I know I am not able to satisfy you but I promise I will try to be the best wife ... Maybe my age is not the same as yours but I will try to be a mature one
Pov ends..
Riddhima was crying all this time because today she is feeling so alone...There is no One for her .. Vansh was her only hope and now he also broke her heart...What if today she had her mother then she would cry on her shoulder and he mother would give her the Best ideas to make her husband happy...But here everyone is giving her the wrong ideas
Vansh's pov:
I should not have yelled at her...It was not her fault... Maybe someone told her to do something like that...I have to make her understand that now she is not ready for all this...Now she should study attentively and when the right time comes she will decide what she wants and I promise I will be on her side.
I know she must be crying and thinking that I like someone else who is the same as my age..I don't know who has told her all this bullshit...But now I have to make her understand everything very sensitively
Pov ends...
Vansh went to his room and saw her crying clutching her pillow...Vansh went towards her and hugged her tightly...She was struggling to get out of him
R(crying) : Vansh leave me...I will not talk to you
V: Riddhu I am sorry...I shouldn't have done this
R: But you have already done this...What was my fault?You only told me that it's my choice if I want to do this with you or not and when I tried to do this you yelled at me very badly...Now I will not talk to you , Never..
Riddhima was crying all this time and Vansh Kissed her head
V(softly) : Riddhu please try to understand...You are so young for all this..You should focus on your studies now...You know na that I want you to become an independent woman...and after that it's your choice what you want to do and I promise I will be in your side..
R(crying) : I am trying my best na but also you are not accepting me as your wife...You just want me to be established in life but you are not giving me any right of a wife..I promise it will not effect my study and I will try to become a mature girl ..I will try my best to make you feel that I am not much younger than you..I promise Vansh
Vansh cupped her face and said : Riddhu please... It's not the right time for all this...I can't take any risk ..When right time will come I will not stop you from anything
R: Then tell me when the right time will come
V: When you will become an independent woman
R: I can't wait so many years Vansh...I know if wives are unable to give husband's their rights then they go outside..and I don't want you with any other woman ..And Dadi is also saying me for the baby...She never asked me for anything and everytime when I do something she always says that I am doing wrong but for the first time she told me to do this with you so that she can see our child..I want to give her that happiness..and in my village the girls who are so younger than me has children and what's the problem in me?
Vansh was out of words..He never thought that after living in city for so many Days still he didn't change her mind..And what made him angry is Dadi told her to do this and wants a child..Here he is not ready to do sex with her and she wants a child from him
V(angrily) : Riddhima listen never ever try to do this with me and never utter the word baby because I am not gonna do any of those..And dare you to listen Dadi..I have already told you that she has a cheap mentality and never do anything to make her happy because if you this then you will lose me..For now your only duty is to focus on your study
Riddhima again started crying...
R(crying) : Why Vansh? Why you are not ready to do anything with me? Am I not enough beautiful for you or you don't find my body enough to make you happy...Do you like someone else?Why you don't want a child with me?
Vansh was feeling like to go under the ground..So Vansh thought to explain her calmly ...Vansh held her hands softly
V(calmly) : Riddhima please try to understand my point of view...You are still immature ..You know what? After few years you will feel embarrassed remembering all this...And I don't want you to feel embarrassed..I want to give you some time..Just give yourself some time to think.. wasn't it your wish to be an educated and successful woman? I am just supporting you but you can't be a successful person until you yourself want this... It's a request please focus on yourself and your career..And when you will be able then I will not stop you...I am all yours ..I don't like anyone except you...You are the only special person in my life and you will be the only one I promise ...But if you ever like someone else then you are free to tell me because I am always on your side
Riddhima hugged him tightly and said : no I don't want anyone else rather than you...You are the only special person in my life...But why don't you want a child with me Vansh (teary eyes)
V: Riddhu first tell me who has told this bullshit to you?
R: No first you ans me
V: I didn't say that I don't want any child with you...I just said that not now..
R: Then will you do this with me? (Excitedly)
V(defeated) : Yes...But not now...
R: But we can do sex at least by using protection
V(shocked) : Riddhu who told you all this? Till yesterday you didn't know anything and now you are telling me this!
R(nervously) : Actually Ishani told me about this that if We do this using protection then I will not get pregnant
Vansh closed his eyes in frustration
V : Riddhu look I am not gonna do this until you turn 18..After 18 you will become a woman and then only if you want it then I will do this
R: Whatttt!! For that I have to wait for 2years Vansh...I can't wait for so long
V: You should be grateful that I have agreed for this after 2years... Otherwise I wanted to do this after you finishing your studies...Now it's your choice and remember I will do this after 2 years only if I see any change in your thinking..After 2years I want to see the Riddhima as I want you to be..A broad minded woman who doesn't think any cheap thing...Now say which option you are choosing?
R(grumpily) : Ok after 2years is better option
V: Good...Now sleep
Both laid down on the bed and tried to sleep
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