heavy heart

42 1 1
                                    

feel free to listen while you read ^^

everyday i wake up with a heavy heart
a heart heavier than the day before
when was the last time i didn't ?
how have i been so unwell for so long ?
everyday i wake up feeling the same with no change
everyday i battle myself over and over again just hoping to get through the day and i can't seem to do it anymore
i feel as if i am being mocked by death himself
" stop trying so hard" he echoes to me
i have never listened
i have always fought death
death is my enemy i tell myself
but is he really ?
perhaps death has just been my angel in disguise
tonight i will go to sleep feeling the same
and waking up the same
with my heavy heart
heavier than the last
-A

A girl in pieces.Where stories live. Discover now