Lisa....We Switched Lives! | Book 2

253.The biggest enemy in any relationship was lack of trust

Lisa got bored by reading the English grammar book, so she picked the English fashion magazine.

On the cover page of the magazine, there is a cover photo of Sehun. She remembered him as she has met him in the mall with Mrs. Oh. He was her son and was the guy whom she has assumed to be the serial killer when she met him for the very first time at Global World.

In the photo, he was not wearing anything on the top and was only wearing black trousers and exposing his bare skin which displayed his six-pack abs. His body was perfectly toned and showing off his s.e.xy physique.

Though she never looked at him like this before, but he was also very handsome. In fact, among the actors of his age, he was the most handsome and desirable man.

But to Lisa, he still lacked in charisma and attractiveness in front of Jungkook. For her, no one could compare to him and his charm.

She just flipped through the magazine without any thought and looked at the fashion articles in the magazine.

Lisa's specialty was in fashion, so she was trying to get herself aware of the latest fashion trends and was reading fashion magazines daily.

She has understood that if she has to stay in this world, then she had to get herself aware of the trend and Lisa's lifestyle here.

She felt that this was her new life and does not want to waste it as well. She was glad that she got the chance to come into this world and get to see the era where women can work freely and especially in the entertainment industry.

In her past life, women were treated as commodities and the women who earned their living by dancing and engaging themselves in entertainment activities were treated as p.r.o.s.t.i.t.u.t.es.

It was very saddening that art like dance and music was considered as low and cheap that's why the women from the noble families were allowed to learn only poetry and classical music.

They were not allowed to sing or dance apart from classical music and poetry. That's why they were treated as novel and respectable.

However, Lalisa has never learned poetry and classical music and whenever she went with her father far off places, they like to sing songs on their way and the songs were heartwarming and anyone could sing them, unlike the classical music.

But when she entered the palace, she realized the difference between them when one day Sandara asked her to sing a classical song in front of her friends when they came to visit her in the palace. However, she didn't know how to do so.

Eunbi took the lead and sang the classic song and everyone praised her for being well brought up and noble. Whereas Lalisa was titled as good for nothing and lowly Empress.

At that time, Jeongguk was out of the village and went to the nearby country to settle the trade and political relations between the empires.

Now when she thinks about it, Sandara and Eunbi always act up against her whenever Jeongguk was not in the palace. And when he was in the palace, Sandara never ill-treated her in front of him.

And Eunbi becomes extremely sweet and caring in front of him. At first, she always thought that it was he who hurt her or ignored her but it's been days since she came into this world.

When she went back to her past life in her dream and saw the expressions on Jeongguk's face, she was shocked because those were the expression she never gets to see.

After that incident, she always wondered if that was her dream, hallucination or did she went into the past and saw his expressions. She still remembered his gaze and the way he looked at her.

His gaze was gentle and full of guilt. Her heart ached whenever she remembered his face.

Whenever she thinks about her past life she realized that there were many problems between her and Jeongguk.

She can't completely blame Jeongguk for never standing by her side because she made many mistakes as well.

The biggest mistake from her side was that she never told him how Sandara was behaving with her behind his back.

Whenever he comes back from the war or far off country, he asks her if she was uncomfortable in the palace or have any issues adjusting to the palace life. However, she never told her problems outright and pretended to be strong and fine.

She got much time since she came into this world to think about her behavior. She doesn't like to be weak and never shared her hardsh.i.p.s with anyone.

She was afraid that he would blame her for not living peacefully with Empress Dowager and would hate her.

It seems like the biggest enemy in their broken relationship was not Sandara or Eunbi. But it was their lack of communication and trust.

If both of them have opened their hearts to each other then they wouldn't have to see the painful end of their relationship.

Lisa looked at the magazine and closed her eyes briefly. She has always blamed Jeongguk for not treating well and making her life hell.