The Spanish Roommate

CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN

It was the day before the wedding and god I was nervous, not to mention I might be pregnant. Me and Dex never told anyone about this "trying for a baby" business, but if I come back positive we'll tell them.

"Babe!" Dex shouts from downstairs, I hear him run up the stairs, "I got it" he says happily, I smile. He has been so excited to become a dad, I don't wanna crush his dreams and tell him there might be a possibly that it won't work.

I mean my mum had trouble getting pregnant; I was their last hope. I just hope it comes back positive, I'm really ready for a baby, and I might be more excited then Dex is.

"Ok give me a few minutes" I say walking into the bathroom. Once I finished I put the timer on for 3 minutes and I waited, "babe? Can I come in?" Dex asks, "yeah" I reply as he comes and hugs me from behind.

"Why aren't you checking" he asks, "we have to wait 3 minutes" I state, "oh, I didn't know that" he says, "yeah neither did I".

There was along silence of waiting, I was nervous, really nervous. "God there could be a little baby in your stomach" Dex says, "yeah" I bite my lip nervously, waiting for the timer to go off.

"You nervous?" Dex asks, "very fucking nervous" I state and that's when the timer went off, "oh fuck" I mumble shaking my hands, "I can't look" I say, "you want to me to look?" Dex asks and I nod.

I move away so that I can't see the test, but I can still see Dex's reaction, "ready?" he asks, I nod. I watch him flip the test over, disappointment fills his eyes. "It's negative, isn't it..." I say, he nods sadly.

"Of course, it is" I say going over to the bed and sitting on it. God I feel like I've let Dex down, I mean he really wanted to be a dad and I couldn't give that to him. I put my face in my hands in disappointment. I hear Dex walk in and get on his knees in front of me.

"Babe" he says moving my hands away to see me in tears, "oh darling, come here" he says wiping my tears and hugging me, "I'm sorry" I cry into his shoulder, "don't be sorry this isn't your fault" he says.

"But you wanted to be a dad, I couldn't give that to you" I cry even harder, "oh baby", he gives me a kiss on my forehead. "Don't beat yourself up for it, we can still try again, yeah?" he gives me another kiss to reassure me.

I let out a big sigh and nod, "it's ok beautiful", "yeah, we can try again", "good, I don't wanna see my girl cry before our wedding day" he says kissing me on the cheek while I laugh.

I wipe my tears and look back at Dex, "hmm now give me cuddles" he says picking me up and putting me over his shoulder. "AHHH DEX" I scream as he throws me onto the bed and lays on top of me.

"My beautiful wife" he says tackling me with kisses, "hmm stop it" I say trying to push him away, but he only pulls me closer and holds me tighter, "what stop this?" he asks kissing me almost everywhere.

"Yes" I giggle as he starts to move down to my breasts, he takes my top off as well as my shorts and starts leaving a small trail of kisses down my stomach.

"Hmm babe" I moan quietly as he moves down to my inner thigh, I gasp, "Dex" I try push him away, because I knew everyone would be here soon but that only made him hold me tighter, so I don't move around.

He stops kissing me and looks up, "your such a teaser" I state, and he smiles coming back to my breasts, "everyone's gonna be here soon" I state as he starts leaving hickeys on my chest.

"I know" he stops putting back my clothes on, "I love you" he says cuddling with me again, "I love you too".

"Hello soon to be married couple" Matt says coming in, "hey dad" Dex says.