Was my mind and memory to stay cruelly and perfectly intact just as my hearing appeared to be. I can hear Jasmin when she's here with me, hear her tears, hear her shouting and fighting for me every time the Doctors try to broach the subject of turning off the machines that are keeping me alive.
She still fights for me and I'm fucking grateful because if I could I'd be shitting myself that she'll start listening to them and let them end me, I'm not ready. I have been ready but now faced with the certainty of it I'm not and mentally curse myself for the empty threats i'd given her about ending my life over the years. I should probably be but I'm not there's still a spark of fight in me.
25. Hurt
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