Life's discovery

The party

I still remember how everything happened last spring at my cousins birthday party. I was kind of nervous when I got here and didn't really know anyone.

When I first saw your face I wasn't really intrested , it was merely a brief interaction just a small talk. But like I said you weren't really the pique of my interest however your friend who's name I've almost forgotten by now was. He was kind of an idiotic and defeaning person, and somehow I took a liking to him maybe it was just because of his looks or somehow I knew he would be trouble . While you were looking at me, my gaze was focused on him, which I do regret now. Later on in the garden the others were playing some games but I was lying on the grass behind the house and looking at the distant blue sky ,daydreaming, I've always been kind of a loner and didn't really enjoy being around people and needed my personal space. When all of a sudden you came along, invading my just mentioned personal space, it was almost as if I felt your presence immediately,you reached your hand out to me, it was soft and warm ,almost familiar. My heart stopped for a moment all diffrent kinds of feelings went trough my body from that one touch, that is when you know you belong with someone , a soulmate connection, sadly I ignored that obvious feeling and disregarded it , if only I would have realised a little sooner.
You spoke to me in a nice voice while still reaching out to help me get up, which I will always be thankful for.
If you were a colour you'd be Orange because you spread some kind of positivity that I've always felt from that specific colour even tough this is was only our 2nd interaction I felt sparks fly as if it was something that was supposed to happen. We talked a bit ,then you left to go back to the others, leaving me alone, while I got back to the spot in the grass I was lying down before, I felt calm and relaxed and was far away from reality. I tought that was it, just a little moment that we shared with eachother, but you came back. You held out once again and were somehow shining even brighter then the sun shining that day, when you reached out to me.The third time you came back you were trying to make it subtle that you were once again checking up on me , howewer this time you were just standing there walking around a little. I got up myself and felt the courage to approach you first this time. We had a fun little conversation, your dark brown eyes were full of emotion ,you had a genuine smile and handled to conversation like an expert at talking to people, I could tell you were popular around people. You later on asked if I had Snapchat Account , when I said yes you hapilly asked me to be friends, how could I have denied that offer...
Of course I agreed at that moment there was no other person who's presence felt more calming to me than yours , I was never good at expressing myself nor feelings but you brought out another side of me that I a had yet to discover. Little did I know this would be the cause of most of my problems, that one single question was the reason I'm writing this and looking back at the past, I do feel a kind of regret about the things that happened but I'm also happy that I met you as a person. Even tough the love is slowly finding it's end it'll come back even stronger next time or maybe another life.

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I'm sorry about any grammar problems, English is not my first language ,and this is a fictional piece of work and has nothing to do with my personal life.

Also please spare me I'm writing this at 3 am and will be reviewing it tomorrow to correct any grammar mistakes left 🙏🙏🙏

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