I sit in the seat opposite of him.

"In this family we have rules. I don't know or care if you had rules with your other family, but you do here" He starts.

I roll my eyes when he says other, like bro, Your the one that sent me to them.

I simply nod and wait for him to continue.

"1-No boys!
2- Respect your family
3- No talking with any other mafia
4-No talk-back
5- You are to be at school every day
6- You are to tell me or your brothers where you are going at all times
7- Don't get pregnant
8- Do what I our your brothers say, No questions asked" He says to me viscously.

I'm surprised he hasn't figured it out, I take what he says and make it bigger, badder, crueler.

"1- I can do whatever the hell I want
2- Respect is earned
3- I can talk to who ever the hell I want to.
4- I will say whatever the hell I want to.
5- I already graduated AND went to business school.
6- I can go wherever the hell I want to.
7- I have 2 kids....
8- I don't have to tell you crap" I reply.

I get up and leave his office.

God, that felt good!

I went to my room.

Lev is sleeping in the bed with Adelina.

Their so cute!

A wave of nausea hits me.

Ugh, I hate pregnancy.

I sit down and rub my belly, hoping for the nausea to stop.

Instead of making it better, it gets worse.

I run to the bathroom and throw all my guts out.

My phone dings.

I sit in the bathroom floor and open my phone.

I open my phone only to see that Dimitri texted me.

Dimitri- Bold
Sophia- Italic

Where the F are you?!

You would know where if you answered your phone!

You better not be with another guy!

I'm with my bio parents, the cops found out I live by myself.

Leave. Come home Now!

I can't, You don't even like me or the kids staying with you.

Shut the F up, I will kill everyone you live if you don't come home.

Tears well up in my eyes.

God! When did my life turn into this?!

I've been to hell and back, I have to act like it.

Adelina starts crying.

Sighing, I get off of the floor and go pick her up.

I feed Adelina and set her in between 2 pillows.

Lev starts crying.

I pick him up and cuddle him.

He snuggles into my neck.

"What's wrong baby?" I ask him.

"I'm hungry Mama" he tells me.

Welp, I have to go back downstairs at some point.

"Let's go get you some food then" I tell him and start walking downstairs.

Everyone is downstairs, when we get down.

Just my luck.

I put Lev down in the seat he was in before and cut some strawberries for him.

He eats it all.

"Mama, Can we watch Masha and the bear now?" He asks me.

"Of course baby" I reply.

I pick him up and take him back upstairs.

I put on Masha and bear for him.

I have to make a doctors appointment to get my baby checked out.

I call the fertility clinic and schedule a ultrasound for tomorrow morning.

I lay down next to Adelina and close my eyes.

God, I'm so tired.

I wake up to hearing Adelina and Lev crying.

I pick up Adelina and give her my breast.

While she's eating, I try to settle Lev down.

"What's wrong baby?" I ask him.

"He's coming to get me Mama" He tells me.

"My Real Papa Is Going To Get Me!" He continues.
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