𝑰𝑵 "𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸" 𝑾𝑰𝑫 𝑴𝒀 "𝐶𝑂𝑈𝑆𝐼𝑁"

CHAPTER - 10 🥀🍂🦋

AAP KISI AUR KI RAATON KAA
..HASEEN CHAAND SAHIN..

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Divyanshi was happy because she finally met with the truth but hurted for being in a one sided love.

It was raining so heavily , she was silently sitting there in the balcony surrounded with dark clouds when her eyes were also escaping drops giving company to the rain drops. The only difference between both of the drops is the rain droplets are jumping naturally from the clouds whereas the drops from Divyanshi's eyes were jumping in pain!

Divyanshi: Kismat bhi kya se kya kar jaati hai... Mujhe pyaar karwaaya! Woh bhi mere Bhai se.. puri duniya chhod ke ek mera bhai hi mila mujhe jisse main pyaar kar baithi... Aur woh bhi pataa kya chalaa baadme ki yeh one sided love hai... Waah!

Kyun kanha kyun!!! Har baar ek jaisa hi sabkuch kyun!! Pehle Sush se pyaar karwaaya... Woh toh ek tarfa tha hi... Phir ab kya uske pyaar ke dard mein kam tadpi hun main pichhle 4 saalon se joh ab Sohaan bhi!!!! Kyun.. kyun aap mujhe unhi logon se iss qadar pyaar karwaa dete hain joh meri kismat mein hote hi nahin!!! Kyunnn!!!!

SSR ko diya waada toh toota hi toota saath hi saath Sohaan ko diya waada bhi maine tod diya!!! Sush ko promise Kiya tha ki uske siwaa ab kisise kabhi mujhe pyaar nahi hoga naa main karungi kyunki woh chaahe celebrity hi sahin... maine usse hamesha sachha pyaar kiya hai! jise maine tod diya.. Sohaan se waada kiya tha ki unka trust kabhi nahi tootne dungii jise bhi maine tod diya!

She said with a broken tone.

"AAP CHINTAA MAT KARO SOHAAN.. AAPKE TRUST KO SAHEJ KE RAKHNE KI ZIMMEDARI AB MERI HAI... KHUD TOOT JAAUN BHALE PAR LAST TAK AAPKA TRUST NAHI TODUNGI NAA KISI BHI WAJHSE TOOTNE DUNGII I PROMISE WITH ALL MY HEART."

"AUR MAIN BHI TUMHE PROMISE DETA HUN... NAA TUMHAARA TRUST TODUNGA , NAA HI AISA KUCH BHI KARUNGA JISSE TUMHAARA TRUST TOOTE YAA TUM HURT HO!"    ~Him.

The promise they gave eachother in the starting remind her thoughts making her more sad nd guilty.

Divyanshi: Mujhe maaf kardo Sohaan... Mujhe maaf kardo!! Aapne apna promise hamesha nibhaaya... aur ik aage bhi nibhaaoge... par main... Main apna promise puraa nahi kar saki... Nahi nibhaa saki woh aapko diya hua vaada!! Nahi nibhaa saki!!

Kyun! Kyun meri kismat mein har baar ek tarfa Ishq likh diyaa hai aapne Kanha! Jab jab pyaar kiya tab tab woh saare mujhse , meri kismat se toh durr hue hi , par meri soch se bhi kaafi durr ho gaye! Kyun... Hamesha sachha pyaar hi adhura kyun!!!! Joh kismat mein hote hi nahi kabhi unhise itni mohabbat kyunnn.!!!!!!

Jab aapko Sohaan ko meri kismat mein dena hi nahi tha toh kyun mujhe unse milwaya? kyun unke saath unn chaar dinon mein itni yaadein banwaa dii aapne? Kyun unse jinse aajtk mili nahi jinko aajse pehle kabhi jaana nahi jinko aajtak dekha nahi "SOHAAN" yeh name bhi aajtak apne zindagi mein sunaa hi nahi toh achaanak milwaake itni baatein karwaake itne kareeb le aaye mujhe unke? Kyunnn!!!! Aur joh kiya so kiya , bhaii se zyada ek dost... Woh bhi theek hai.. par dost se zyada badhkar aapne kyun mujhe unse pyaar karwaaya? Kyunn!!!! Kyun mujhe ek baar phir usi dukh mein dhakel diya jisse nikal kar accept kar kar jeena seekh gayi thi main.... Aankhon mein dard liye bhi hasnaa seekh gayi thi main toh phir kyun ek baar phir wahi hua jiske hone se darr rahi thi main????

Khudko naa jaane kitna rokaa... Kitnaa force kiya ki woh mere bhaii hain bhaii hain main unse pyaar nahi kar sakti , yeh sachh jaante hue bhi kahin n kahin maante hue bhi ki main ab unhe bhaii maanti hi nahi bhaii ki nazron se dekhti hii nahi , yeh rishta ab bhai behen se toh aage gaya hi gaya.... par mere liye dosti se bhi aage chalaa gayaa.. har waqt unhe bhaii kehne maan'ne se hurt hote hue bhi... Itni koshishen karne ke baad bhi aakhir mein mera pyaar hi Jeet gaya or meri zidd haar gayi. Mujhe samajh aa gaya ki yeh pyaar hi tha... Shuru se.... Jab samjhi tab do palon ki khushi ne mera haanth thaama hi tha ki sachh ke dard ne meri khushi hi chhin lii!