Love & Affection

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August POV (6.27.14)

I'm hype as hell I got a chance to come to the BET awards. Of course, I'm bringing my baby. That's one reason I'm hype. Another is cause she finally ready meet my peoples. I've told them ahead of time cause they can be... Crazy lol. But right now, we just landed in LA. Well, we just got settled into the hotel. My baby don't feel good, for whatever reason.. She won't tell me but ima find out.

Me: "Bria!" She walked in the room & crawled beside me. "What's wrong wit you?"

Bria: "I don't want you to be in anything."

Me: "Whatchu talkin' bout?"

Bria: "... Trey, he's gonna be there & ion wa-"

Me: "First off, ion give a shit if he was in this damn room, right now. As long as he don't say no dumb shit we straight."

Bria: "Ion understand why yall don't just make up."

Me: "It ain't shit to make up. We don't agree & ion like da way he handle shit, so fuck dat."

Bria: "But Aug, not everybody has the same mindset as you."

Me: "I know."

Bria: "So forgive him." She started kissing my chest up to my neck. "For me.."

Me: "Answer's still no." She huffed & rolled her eyes. "Why it matter so much?"

Bria: "Cause it's petty as shit. Yall were like brothers & yall bound to see each other in crossing so yall should make up."

Me: "Were. As in past tense."

She got up & crossed her arms.

Bria: "My uterus hurts." She whined. "Periods suck ass."

Me: "C'mon man! Ion wanna hear dat shit!"

Bria: "Then stop listening."

Me: "Keep playin."

Bria: "Whatcha gone do? You can't fuck me cause I'm on my PERIOD!" She laughed.

I hit her ass with a pillow & she just looked at me. Her facial expressions was funny as fuck too.

Bria: "Ion like you."

Me: "I said Ian wanna hear dat shit."

She took the pillow & hit me with it. Since we the big ass kids we are, we fought each other with pillows until the feathers were everywhere.

Bria: "You childish as shit. I hope you don't think I'm ready clean all this shit up."

Me: "Nah but yo ass gone help. Ian do this alone."

Bria: "But you started it. Plus I wanna go eat."

Me: "Gimme kiss."

She pulled me to her & kissed me. She got up then skipped happily out the room.

Me: "Jesus be wit her."

Bria POV

LA is definitely hot. It's beautiful outchea tho. Nothing but good vibes. The hotel we staying at is right by the beach & I couldn't sleep cause August was all over the place, so I decided to walk the beach. I sat close to the water & just thought. My life is so fucked up.. And amazingly I found somebody that loves me no matter what. That's all god.

Yes, I'm still emotionally destroyed. And I know I don't express that side of my feelings like I should, instead of holding it in, but I just choose not to. I'm happy.. I am honestly a lot happier with August then I was with Corneal. That's all that matters, right? I shouldn't focus on the past.. Just move on.