Chapter Forty-Three: Flawed and Free

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He moved faster than I thought possible, his fingers leaving me instantly, making me whine briefly before he placed both of his hands under my ass, and moved us from the wall. His wand clattered across the floor as he stumbled through the darkness, and I quickly reached for mine, still in the holster on my thigh. I didn't want to be shrouded in darkness the first time with him. I wanted to see him clearly, count each of the freckles on his face and look into his brown eyes.

"Lumos," I breathed, Sebastian's lips sucking on my neck, his teeth grazing the skin as he moved us. The moment the light flooded the chamber, Sebastian placed me on Slytherin's desk, making sure to keep me angled so I was spread before him. 

He looked like he was starved, his eyes raking over my body greedily, as though I'd never permit him see it again. I smirked at him before I looked for the sconce we'd lit last time we'd been in here. Spotting it to my right, I lit the flame quickly before dropping my wand to the side and pulling Sebastian to me again, his bottom lip sucked in between his teeth at the sight of my legs spread wide, my lips trailing down his body as I helped him undress.

My lips danced over his toned muscles, his chest, and back up his neck before I let my teeth graze his skin. He shuddered under my touch, hurriedly kicking his trousers off as he removed my chemise. I grabbed his jaw, forced him to look into my eyes and smiled.

His pupils were blown wide, lust evident in every curve of his face, in every angle of his expression, and yet under it was love. I kept his gaze on me as I reached between us to pump his cock in my hand again. His bottom lip pulled into his lip again as he allowed me to pleasure him.

"Stop biting back your moans," I demanded of him, my hand working faster on his cock. He obeyed my command and the sound that erupted from his lips was more heavenly than the most beautiful Phoenix song. 

I'd do anything to hear him make that noise again. 

"I love you," I said, needing to let him know that I was already completely his.

"Say it again," Sebastian demanded, as he leaned closer to me.

"I love you, Sebastian Sallow."

As soon as the words left my lips, he grabbed my face in his hands and smashed his lips hungrily to mine, stealing my very ragged breaths. The scent of him, of cinnamon and mint, parchment and ink, swelled around me as our lips danced and Sebastian's cock twitched in my hand. He reached one hand down, trailing it just over my soaking cunt, before he took my hand from around his cock. 

He pulled me closer to him as he lined himself up at my entrance, and then looked at me. His brown eyes were soft, though still swimming with lust, but he seemed to need something from me one final time. 

"Please," I said softly, pulling myself to him. The tip of his cock pressed into my folds, making both of us shiver in delight. 

This seemed to be all the permission he needed. 

He pushed his hips forward, slowly at first, his cock slipping into my throbbing cunt. I gasped and clung to him at the sensation, slightly painful at first, and was grateful for the initial slow pace at which he entered my body. His hand still against my cheek was stroking my face in a moment of tenderness. 

"I love you too, Abbi," He whispered it against my lips as he felt my walls adjust to his size. He moved his hips again, sliding away from me this time and the sensation had pulled a moan from my lips instead of a surprised gasp. 

If I thought his fingers were perfect for me, it was nothing compared to this. His thrusts started slow, allowing me to dictate the pace. I responded eagerly as my eyes rolled back in pleasure, mouth open wide as his cock thrust into me deeper. 

"Fuck, you feel so good, love," Sebastian moaned into my ear. 

I responded eagerly to this, my hips moving to allow him even deeper inside of me, so his whole cock was thrust into me. The waves of pleasure rolled over my body deliciously, intoxicatingly. I wanted more, and I never wanted him to stop. The hand that had caressed my face slid down to my throat, where Sebastian wrapped his fingers around it again, choking me. 

I found myself alive with thrill as his fingers squeezed tighter the longer he thrust into me. With each breath growing more ragged, I could feel the coil in me building more tension as the pleasure racked over my body. 

His fingers closed tighter as he pounded roughly into me, deep grunts mixing with the sounds of skin hitting skin and my moans. This time, his pressure resulted in a sharp pain, ripping through my body as his finger flexed against my throat. I moaned louder, relishing the combination of pleasure and pain Sebastian was giving me. 

"You like that?" He smirked against my lips, his hips still working roughly into mine. 

"Fu-Fuck, Seb, yes," I sputtered, feeling my walls clench around his cock.

He wouldn't ever hurt me, and somehow, this simple act of choking- of exerting dominance and control over me, and of delivering pain as he trust roughly into my dripping cunt was the straw that broke me. 

I cried out his name as I felt that coil of tension release inside me, waves of euphoria rushing through my body as Sebastian chased his high with mine. Rougher and faster he pushed himself over the edge, my fingers raking down his back as he released his seed inside of me. 

His fingers slipped from my throat as he collapsed onto me, his forehead resting against mine, both of our chests heaving. My ears were ringing, my legs shaking, as Sebastian slipped his cock out of me. He pressed tender kisses to every inch of my face and neck he could reach while he grabbed my wand and conjured a blanket for us to sit on. 

He pulled me into his lap, my cunt sore in an oddly pleasurable way, stroking my hair and whispering sweet nothings into my ear as I came down from my high. 

My eyelids were heavy, but I didn't want to sleep. I wanted to lay here beside Sebastian until there were no more days to do so.  I never wanted to leave the perfect bubble of this moment. 

He kissed the top of my head as he lay back, guiding me with him and tucking me into his side. 

"I've been wanting to do that with you for far too long now," Sebastian sighed, a content note to his voice. 

"Hmm," I hummed in agreement, sleep pulling at my eyelids. "Me, too." 

He chuckled, kissing my head again as he did so. "Sleep, love. I'll be right here when you wake up." 


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