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Emotional slut

I think everyone has a hoe phase where they sleep around with multiple guys after breakup.

For me its being an emotional slut.

I liked a guy a fucking lot

And I knew he liked me too.

I used to go out with him and another girl, like the 3 of us used to hangout a lot.

But things happened and we fell apart.

Then I heard that this dude and this girl started dating👍

And fuck I met him today.

After a long time...

I...I fucking didn't know how to react

He gave me his bag to keep in my place.

And he was like its not too heavy for you right???

Fuck

Bro

You have a gf now bro

Stop looking at me like that

The whole time I was so fucking uncomfortable my lips were shaking...

And this bitch was staring at me bro😭😭 especially when I was talking with the girl...

It was so difficult

Especially because she's such a nice girl.

And i definitely don't want to be in between them...

I just...

But I still like him.

Fuck

I was so horribly jealous when they were flirting...

Its a curse.

Watching guys you like

Get into a relationship with other girls...

Because you are scared of commitment.

Its so sad and weird.

He patted ny head that son of a bitch.

That girl she was like you can call him if u are drunk I'll not mind.

Fuck

Ofc you will

I am out.

And this is not the first time.

So...

I decided to turn into an emotional slut.

Called a dude I met on bumble who writes poems for me.

And ranted to him.

For 2 hrs.

I'll never give that guy a chance but ik he probably likes me.

And that's what bad decisions are like.

Using one guy to soothe the pain of another...

I have decided to live like this.

So yeah