edge of existence

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i tell myself everytime

i deserve more than this

i deserve someone who

loves and appreciates me

for who i am

not someone like you

who only acknowledges

my existence

when you are bored

or need something from me

but maybe, deep down,

i still cannot believe this,

still cannot believe that

someone like me

could ever be worth anything

more than this

and maybe that is why,

no matter how much distance

i try to put in between us,

when you call my name

i still come drifting

back to you

// when you love the wrong person 

— selene ☽