The Other Side

29

"Lemme roll with you," he spoke making me shake my head.

"You gotta go be with TaTa man. I'll be fine," I told him as k grabbed my keys.

"Look man, you my brother and she'll understand that you need me right now. I don't even leave you hanging and I'm not gone do it now. Lemme go with. It'll be coo man," he told me following me to the front making me sigh.

"Aight man. Nori. We about to go out and handle something. If you leave lock my door and turnt he heater off. I got my key," I spoke as she nodded her head.

"Yea and imma probably see you before you leave, but I have been busy lately so if I don't Gimmie a hug now. I love you Nori and you know it's all jokes. You baby sister for real. My sister girl. I hope you love New York and don't forget about me baby girl. I love you," Itrez spoke hugging Nori tightly and kissing her cheek.

"You gone make me cry," she spoke pouting as she hugged him back. "Fuck man. Why you making a thug cry?"

"My bad triple og," he spoke chuckling before walking outside.

"We'll be back. If you leave remember lock the door and unplug the heater for me," I told her walking out of the house and getting into my car with Itrez. I started it up and turned on my heat sitting there for s minute letting the car warm up.

"Why don't you just call him?" He asked me a si shrugged.

"I don't want to," I told him not rally wanting to talk about it. I guess me and that nigga just wasn't meant to be.

I mean he was my first real relationship. Who ever stays with their first anyway?

I'll just go back to fucking random females or something.

"Yes you do liar. Look you only get one love like that my nigga. He made you feel like living bro. That was yo fucking air and yo just gone give that up for what? Neither one of y'all niggas is even still in y'all gangs so what do y'all have to lose now? You about to get this money and then move so why y'all can't be together? Whatchu so afraid of?" He asked me as I sighed feeling a tear fall.

"That k cussed him out and he don't love me no more! That that fucking dream I keep having is gone come true! I'm scared that if I call him he's gonna be over me and break my heart which k shouldn't even care about since I did it to him right?! I'm not built for a relationship and I'm too in love with that nigga is scaring me Itrez. I'm getting g back at the nigga that killed my own brother because I'm in fucking love with a nigga I not even with! I let him do whatever he wanted to me! He fucked me multiple times my nigga I can't even get hard for females no more and now we're not together. I don't wanna call him just so he can be like I'm good on you and then I'm just stuck broken. So yes I'm scared I'm running away from love again and not to mention do I really wanna be in love with the same blood that killed my fucking brother for seemingly no reason?! It's hard and I'm scared. I'm scared for the first time ever my nigga. If I stay away now I feel like it won't hurt as much later. I love that nigga, but I'm fucking scared that he's gonna make break," I told him as he sighed.

"Look there any momma right there. Let's not talk about this anymore," I spoke wiping my face before he hugged me tightly kissing my cheek.

"Stop running from good shit gang. The next time that you see that nigga you better hug him tight as fuck and say sorry and bring that nigga home. You gone see him again it your ok scared to see him. Let somebody other than em love you like you need to be love cause y'all supposed to be buying a house and getting married and shít. I'm not marrying you unless you propose to me with a fat ass ring and I'm not fucking you so we gone have to get to get us a bottom bitch," he spoke making me laugh and push him off of me.