The awkward silence was insane, we didn't say a word the waiter came getting drunk orders as I ordered another round of drinks for me he walked off as I put my attention back on Trey as he was now staring at me as well. Still no word

"Look.." We both said as I chuckled a bit as he did as well

Maybe the tension wasn't so bad

"You go first" We said again as I laughed this time shaking my head

"You go first" I told him as he nodded

"Look Ci you know I didn't mean to hurt you. I wanna apologize for the shit I did and said that night. I ain't never meant for shit to go that far. It was me seeing you with another nigga and I was triggered Especially the homie man, I wasn't expecting that shit. You should know me and should know Id never out you in harms way especially with all the shit I was saying I never ever disrespected you like that-

"Besides the cheating?" I said as he stopped before slowly nodded

"I was young man.. I never forgave myself for what I did to you either. That was the one and only time I ever did that to you I was at a weak point and we were arguing that whole week and the away game came and me and the team got drunk and had a party and I didn't even remember shit until you showed up to the hotel that morning and girl was there, I was speechless" He said as I nodded slowly

You can say I never let him even explain the reason or what happened the day it all happened. I felt like there was no explanation for another women being naked in your hotel room. I remember it all well. That week we were arguing about our dreams, he entered himself NBA draft and wanted me to move with him to wherever state he would've got drafted to but I wasn't ready for that and he didn't understand.

I loved him but I loved me more, I had a plan for myself and moving wasn't apart of that plan especially as a girlfriend. I've heard about moving in with men leaving states and they'd kick you out the minute they get a chance. I didn't want that for me. I wanted to get my fashion plans ready.

After arguing and he left, Aara convinced me to talk it out with him so I decided to surprise him on their away game. A teammate of his gave me his room number and when I knocked on the door a girl answered the door with nothing but a robe on , I barged in and there in was in bed with nothing on as the covered wrapped around him

"Plus my sister shit man you then started fighting her and I wasn't fucking with that shit man but I said If I ever encountered with you again I was gone fix this shit and make you mine again you my first man and I never wanna jeopardize that shit again. I can't see you with another nigga-

"No Trey... Let me stop you there" I said as he looked at me confused "I accepted your apology I do. I needed it I needed the closure from you and I thank you but I have a man.. I had one... I had a good man but I fucked that up because I couldn't let you go and I need to let you go. You hurt me and I'm not letting somebody else else hurt me again. This is never going to happen again Trey" I said seriously as his whole demeanor and facial expression changed

"And as far as your sister she needed that ass whooping like it or not. She's a disrespectful ass bitch and I'll beat her ass again if I see her again as well" I said very seriously as he chuckled

"You not gone touch my sister"

"You know I will" I said sitting back in the chair as he looked at me before nodding slowly getting up walking out the door as I let go of the breath that I didn't even realize I was holding in

I looked down at the drink before taking a sip as I sighed. I felt like I realized a hold on me I didn't even know I had

That went from okay to left very fast



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Lena Mckinley

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