"Soon you guys tell her real soon" I said smiling before looking up at them seeing their faces "What's wrong"

"We just didn't want you not to be cool with us anymore. We ain't got no friends out here and you and Ciana was really cool and-

"Let me stop you there, what me and yall brother got going on ain't got nothing to do with you guys. Yall my girls" I said smiling because I was serious as they got all hyped rushing to me and hugging before we all pulled apart

"Oh good cause these hoes be weird and I ain't need to meet no more bitches 2 friends was enough for me then my friend having a Tete baby so bonus for me" Lena said as I laughed

"Speaking of how did the talk go with you guys?" Jela said as I know she was referring to Jordan

Personally I didn't know how to feel about any of it

"I asked because we talked to him the day at our mom house and he told us everything like everything.. And so think-

"He told me everything as well at you guys house. I know about how nothing happened between him and Ebony and how she kept popping up around him and doing things." I said as they both nodded calming down with the questions

"How do you feel about it? Think you'll forgive him?"

"Of course I could forgive him for a bitch being crazy but I can't forgive home hiding and not telling me what was going on. If the bitch is crazy as people portray her you'll putting me and my baby at risk and you aren't telling me anything leaving me in the dark that's unforgivable" I said simply as they both nodded understanding

I feel as if I had great reasoning why I didn't forgive him just yet. What he did was as just too much. If a baby wasn't involved I would've been a little understanding MAYBE but I have more priorities now

"Hell when you put it that way I could understand, yours protecting your child and thinking like a mom" Lena said as I nodded smiling

I was thinking like a mom




Ciana Xamaria Lenore


I sat down at the table as my hands were sweating and I felt myself getting nervous and nervous since I made the call

After seeing Tay at Lena and Jela's house I knew I had to call Trey and move on. I needed to get the closure I needed not feel these feelings anymore. I wanted Tay and I knew I needed to fight for us.

I didn't know if this was going to turn out good or bad but it needed to happen whether he wanted it to or not. I fought his sister and whooped her ass while Tay also fought him. I knew the tension and animosity was going to be bad

My phone dinged as I seen he said he just pulled up as my heart dropped for a second causing me to stop breathing for a moment. I couldn't even focus anymore once that text came I grabbed the margarita that sat in front of me downing it before looking up seeing him walking over

My legs started shaking and I grown nervous and nervous. I knew I needed to let go of this power he had over me. Looking at him I couldn't bare but to notice how good he looked and it made me upset because what the fuck.

"Ciana, wassup" He said as he got to the table as I smiled a bit before he sat down

"Hey Trey" I said without trying to sound nervous as I was

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