The Other Side

17

"Help me? Help me how?" I asked her as she chuckled.

"My girl and I do anal and with doing that there are things you gotta do before before having sex. Like shaving if you want to, you gotta clean up down there, an-,"

"I always clean my ass. Whatchu tryna say? And you think I should shave? I'm hairy," I told her making her laugh.

"I know you clean yo ass Cev I'm not talking about normal cleaning. You gotta...well I'll just show you later ok. We gone have to go to Spencer's and imma pick up Whatchu need and then I'll show you how to use it whenever you ready," she told me making me blow a breath out of my mouth frustrated.

"You think I fuck him?" I asked her.

"Only you can make that decision, but if you want to as feel like it's time then do it. I think you just nervous so you tryna think of every reason not to do it. When you ready you'll know. Whether that be next week, next month, or next year. Nobody can make that decision, but you. Maybe you should just talk to him about everything though. See how he feels about it without directly saying anything," she advised making me agree. Yea I could do that.

When I see him later if he ever answers the phone...I'll ask him when does he feel the right time is. I mean cause what if he's not even ready and I'm just doing all this panicking for nothing. I know one thing that's encouraging me to just do it is P.

I don't want him to not get shit from me and then go running to P for it. I think that's one of the main reasons I'm always so concerned about him fucking him or being around him...if there's anyone he'll say fuck me for it's him. They got history that go way back with nothing, but good shit and our history is based on nothing, but is beefing with each other and fighting for years. P a better person than I am and I often feel like he may leave me to be wit someone on his level. Just some shit I think about.

"Alright this the ring. What y'all think?" Itrez asked us walking over to us showing us the ring.

"Awww it's so nice Itrez. TaTa is gonna love it. I can't believe you really growing up right before our eyes," Nori spoke fake crying making him do it to and hug her tightly. I rolled my eyes watching as he walked over to me.

"Don't touch me," I told him as he got done one knee in front of me opening the ring case.

"I've loved you all my life. And I want us-,"

"No bitch. Get outta my face," I told him making him gasp and look at me.

"Woooow how dare you turn down my fucking proposal dick?! You ain't better than me," he spoke kicking me in my shin before running off as I held my leg hissing. Oooo I just wanna...oooo.

"Gahdamn. I cant stand his dumb ass," I spoke rubbing my leg before walking outta the store with Nori who was cracking up. "Bitch fight him!"

"This not my war. That's between y'all...bitch," she replied making me smack my lips and smack her before running off as she tried to grab me. Ha bitch.

"Imma fuck you up!" She yelled making me laugh.

Love them.
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"Ma. Where you been?" I Asked her as I pulled up on her with Itrez. I dropped Nori off because she had something important to do with her girl.

"My husband left me. I was living witcho auntie, but that hoe kicked me out when her man came back. How she gone choose dick over me?!" She spoke upset making me sigh.

"I mean you chose crack over me. Think of it as payback," I told her as she tried to slap me, but I dodged it and backed up.

"Cash don't you be disrespecting me!" She yelled at me making me sigh.