The Other Side

16

Novian has definitely been around more though because he was falling back from the gang. It was understandable though. I think Cev was right about these niggas being grimy. Shít my brother helped fuck up his brothers grave. He's grimy himself. I feel like I maybe should have told him, but I didn't any him to kill my brother. I don't know how I could deal with that.

My nigga killing my brother? Like could I even stay in a relationship with him after that? I love my brother a lot I mena he's the only family I have, but he did a fucked yo thing. I'm not sure if he was the ring leader but even participating is dumb as fuck. Now if Cev found out about that shit he would kill him and I don't want him to die. Maybe he could turn over a new leaf and just stay to himself. I mean to be honest he hasn't done anything lately. No fucking with west side niggas, no fucking up graves, no unnecessary fights, he's been chilling.

I don't know why he's been chilling, but he has and I'm thankful.

"Yo I just got the craziest news," he said to me chuckling making me look at him interested.

"What happened?" I asked him as he sighed.

"I'm about to be a fucking uncle gang. Itrez got TaTa pregnant and she keeping it. He want her to keep it to and he talking about marriage and shit it's fucking crazy cause if you would have said anything like this to him a few months ago he would have called bullshit. Now he wnat me to help him set up a proposal and shit, but I don't know what to do...I don't know about romantic and lovey dovey type shit. Shit I still get shocked when you touched me cause I never even had intimacy. Like I wanna help him make this shit perfect, but we just too loveless hood niggas. I don't know why he asked me. I'm worst than him," he spoke dragging his hand down his face.

"The picnic. We can set it up like the normal BBQ and shit and then we could play a song that about marriage or something and he could propose then. It may be corny, but it'll be sweet. How long have they been together? You think she'll say yes?" I asked him as he nodded his head.

"They been doing this back and forth shit for years and all she ever wanted was a commitment from him so I know for a fact she gone say yes. She love that nigga like crazy. That's a coo idea though I'll see if he fucking with it. He love that girl, but he more afraid of committing than I am. I guess he said she having his baby ain't no point in playing with her," he shrugged making me chuckle.

"So that's what it's gone take for you to be mine? I gotta have a baby for you to commit to me too?" I asked him making him laugh.

"Nah...I mean you ain't been single for a while," he said shrugging.

"But you still single?" I asked him as he smirked nervously clearing his throat.

"I wouldn't say I'm single either," he spoke shrugging before picking up some cheese he wanted and putting it into my basket.

"So whatchi saying then Cev?" I asked him as he chuckled.

"I guess we can gi-,"

"Wassup Dell. Why you ain't answer my call earlier?" I heard Cortlen ask me as he walked over to me.

"I was busy and just forgot to call you back. Wassup whatchu needed?" I asked him as Cev looked at Cortlen before sighing. Fuck I wanted to hear what he was about to say.

"Fuck you sighing for my nigga? You got asma or sum?" He asked Cev making him look at my brother and lock eyes with him.

"I'm not one known for talking my nigga don't ever fix yo mouth to speak to me. I'll take care of yo as real quick," he spoke putting his phone in my pocket before straightening himself out.

"Ain't nobody scared of yo dumb ass my nigga. You ain't in shit and you ain't bout shit either. I'll never be scared of a nigga who ain't even get back for his own brother. Pussy ass nigga just let his brother rot for no reason," he chuckled making me look at Cev who walked around me. I grabbed him and pushed him behind me holding onto his hoodie so he couldn't move and looked at my brother.