||ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀ'ꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴅᴇꜱᴘᴀɪʀ|| 𝐋𝐊 𝐀𝐝𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

chapter 44.

ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴜ ɢᴏ.....

A drop of tear fell her eyes as the painful memories of her past life came to view the wounds were still fresh inside her heart he was right that punishment of his will be with her for her entire life till her death she'll feeling disgusted of herself
But one thing that give her happiness that she lost her virginity to the man she loved not the circumstances otherwise he wouldn't even spare her a glance

She still feels terrified cuz of his presence around her the scenario of her losing her virginity to a hungry beast come to her mind it'll never leave her thoughts she's really scared to have the same fate like earlier how they snatched her child away from her and tossed her aside like a thrash how she cried and beg just to see a small glimpse of her baby but those ruthless people's not even let her see how her baby was even dead or alive
She gave them their happiness but what got in return nothing and when she tried to take away her baby forcefully she was sent to imprison

Her life became a living hell with no one beside her not even her baby no one cared to pay her even a visit
This time she was adamant to change her life not to fall in anyone's trap or to be attached to someone more than enough

Suddenly the door brust revealing a nurse there with a first aid box in her hand making xin lalisa frown
"Mam please let me treat your wound" she politely exclaimed making the lad sigh before nodding she tied her hairs in a bun and sat on the couch nearby
The middle aged lady smiled before moving towards the girl she sat behind her and examined the deed red scars on her body and started putting a kind of lotion on them it gives her burning sensation but still she managed to bear the pain
"And it's done now you need to take rest" she said before putting the things back inside the kit
"Thank you" xin lalisa thanked the lady who just patted her head affectionately in return before leaving the room

Liyana didn't put effort in asking who send her here cuz she knows that either it'll her bodyguard or Min yoongi whom she had practically kicked out of this room she still hold grudges against them for her past life miseries even after knowing none of them remember what she had gone through she must try to move on forgetting those things but her heart was bleeding internally thinking about those incidents or rather say trauma she's facing

The scar that jeon jungkook had left on her heart was nothing compared to this marks how she practically begged him for mercy but he turned himself deaf specially when she was involved in that
She still face the nightmares of that night it was worst that she could think of nevertheless she's virgin again ofcours she return 10 yrs back and that time she hadn't lost her purity so maybe this time she can stop herself from repeating the same mistakes as before that'll lead to her downfall only that to a miserable

But somehow she felt strange afterall this incidents happening are totally different from past like her accident Kang's downfall and most importantly jeon jungkook giving no damm to her sister wasn't he madly in love with her then why is he behaving like she's complete stranger to him pushing all her approach but who cares as long she's not involved in there life everything is fine

To be honest she's scared what if her fate took drastic turn this time also what if she'll tagged as antagonist again her image in everyone's eyes is still stained and her yesterday's behaviour maybe made it worse than before nonetheless they deserve to know that the what a wounded tigress can do if you'll hurt her
They mistaken her memory loss or rather to say her accident to be her weakness but they forgot that she's still the same tigress who can even kill them if it comes on her sister without even mercy
They got a reality check with this incident now no more she's willing to clear her image anymore to their eyes now she'll stay as what she is no need to make people's love her for anything even if they hate her she fucking don't care about their opinion

Her eyes fell on her sister an unknown smile formed in her lips seeing her perfectly fine
This time she didn't failed in her responsibility she protected her as she can and now will protect her more
To be honest she felt bad for park jimin as she knows how much that guy loves kang seulgi she was the reason he rejected Xin Roseanne but seeing him heart broken she felt sympathetic towards him

As xin roseanne had said to her he and jeon jungkook was the one who'd helped Xin Roseanne for taking xin lalisa hospital when no one came forward to help her they were the one
She felt grateful to them for this maybe humanity still exist in this world
She fell asleep while holding the hand of the red haired beauty firmly intertwining their hands together cuz of the feat of losing her sister

It is better to perform one's own duties imperfectly than to master the duties of another. By fulfilling the obligations he is born with, a person never comes to grief.

These are supposed to be beautiful, happy, memory flowers... but to me they are flowers of despair. They are the kind of flowers that you never want to see. The kind that represents death. You never receive these flowers when you are alive; they just turn up on top of your coffin when you are gone.