||ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀ'ꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴅᴇꜱᴘᴀɪʀ|| 𝐋𝐊 𝐀𝐝𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

chapter 36.

ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴜ ɢᴏ.....

"What you all are doing here" she groggily stated in her cold voice ofcours she's shocked but didn't showed on her face and maintained the cold personality she's carrying from the time Xin Roseanne passed out and no mood to change it maybe because people's were taking advantage of her memory loss and her changed personality they took it for granted but they forgot that she's the same lalisa if she wants she can show them their real place but she choosed to be like this

She had already suffered alot in past because of her obsession her madness for love the betrayals she got from her love one's the pain she gone through was much more than anyone can think no one was their for her that time neither her grandfather nor min yoongi also xin roseanne who died without facing any problems sometimes she felt jealous over her sister who died without any sufferance not negatively but do she really deserve all those things

Her heart was aching remembering all those incidents it was bleeding internally neither she can cry infront of them nor can share anything about those to anyone ofcours no one will believe her ever and will consider her mental for all these things

Min yoongi sighed and come forward only to touch the wounds of her head Making her hissed with pain "Why you didn't get it treated" he muttered glaring her making her scoffed in return "Why you care" she bitterly exclaimed making him surprised with her tone "li......" he was cut in between "its lalisa for you Mr Min Yoongi and I am politely requesting you to leave me alone and also take them with you I don't need anyone help to take care of my sister" she rudely spated and was about to leave but but he held her hand stopping her in between

"What with that" he coldly asked the brunette making her rolls her eyes in return "What happened truth sucks nevermind" the boys were silently witnessing this argument of them
"Stop returning to your old self lalisa" he exclaimed making her Shiver with his cold voice but still managed herself "who said I changed I'm still the same lalisa who never cared for anyone other than herself" she lashes out "wanna know something then listen I've not lost my freaking memories I'm still the same devil the same self obsessed women" finally she lost her temper her each and every words left everyone in shock she was just pretending "I haven't forgotten anything what happened neither my obsession nor all of your ignorance which I got from childhood how I carved for something that wasn't written in my fate" tears threatened to split out her eyes

"Why are you saying like this and how can you say this" he asked bitterly to the brunette infront of him "whatever I'm saying is truth and now if you don't want me to insult you and friends now then just get out of my sight" her each and every word were like dagger stabbing to his heart

Without any other word he Marched outside followed by others except one man who was standing there looking at the women infront of him trying to control her anger calming herself he was dumbfolded he knew that xin lalisa hadn't lost her memories since starting but was patient till now but seeing her revealing each and everything made him more interested in this women
And left the spot with a smrik plaster on his lips

As he left she brust into tears but what her fault was she was just unable to control her anger this time how dare he to show this fake concern where he was when she was tortured beyond her limits where he was when she needed someone for support her where he was that time neither him nor Xin Ling came forward to help them

The only person with her was Xin Roseanne and her two other sister's who helped her get out of trauma she faced these year's how painful it was to be surrounded by the people's who hated her nothing else only her heart knows how much she had gone through not only in 18 yrs but since her last birth

"I'm sorry oppa but this time I can't control myself I hate to admit but yes i hate everyone present around me even if it's my own family"

She graze fell on xin roseanne sleeping peacefully and felt an unknown peace within herself her sister was fully fine but still ashamed of herself because she yelled on her brother like figure today just because she lost her temper the guilt was eating her inside
She wanted to apologize for her this behaviour but the pain inside her refused her to do so

It is better to perform one's own duties imperfectly than to master the duties of another. By fulfilling the obligations he is born with, a person never comes to grief.

These are supposed to be beautiful, happy, memory flowers... but to me they are flowers of despair. They are the kind of flowers that you never want to see. The kind that represents death. You never receive these flowers when you are alive; they just turn up on top of your coffin when you are gone.