Rants and Random Thoughts

Waking Up

I have so much trouble waking up in the morning. It's because my eyes and ears are pretty sensitive and affect whether I can get a good night's sleep or not.

I absolutely cannot sleep with any sort of light near me. Lights distracts me from trying to fall asleep. The dark is so much more peaceful.

I also can't sleep with noise going on around me. I have this one neighbor who gets drunk all the time and parties with friends and I want them to be quieeeeetttt. They literally yell really loudly for the entire street to hear, and believe me, we've called the police many times.

Once I manage to pity myself to sleep, I wake up instantly and it feels like five seconds have passed and I'm like, what??

So I'm still tired.

I can't get out of bed because how my body feels such a heavy gravitational force towards my bed. It literally feels like a giant magnet is pulling my entire body downwards and the only way to break from this is to use all the energy that I would need for the rest of the day.

Every single morning I have such a hard time doing my hair.

I'm so tired.

I can't do anything right in the morning.

I try to get my mom to do my hair but she's like, "You're in high school! Fix your own hair!"

And I end up going to school looking homeless like whatevs.

I humiliate myself at school by showing I'm incapable of doing my own hair.

I'm also incapable of taking good care of my skin but let's get past that fact.

Then I get home and the minute before I go to bed my hair looks absolutely perfect and I'm just like wow.

Asdfghjkl.

Talk about #firstworldproblems.