A Timeless Revenge

Chapter 118 ( Danger)

My Lover.

The time when he saved me in the past gave me hope and the opportunity to change everything.

Despite me being the person who caused his pain.

He saved me in my most painful time.

He stand beside me. No matter how much it hurts.

He believes me. No matter if it's a lie.

He will love me. No matter if I just bring pain in exchange.

I killed him so many times yet he saved me multiple times.

I am his greatest downfall. The cause behind his pain. I am the person that he should hate. The person who he should destroy but he —---

" Why saved me? When am I the cause of your pain?"

" Maybe because I love you."

He loves me in his heart who has nothing but pain.

But what I gave in exchange was nothing but pain.

Right?

I am always that cruel… To him.

And I'm also so selfish.

Once he did something wrong. I blamed him as if it was the greatest sin.

I blamed.

Hated him.

Left him.

Hurt him again and again.

When I found out that the person who killed me was him. That after he saved me and gave me hope. He was the one who shot the bullet directly in my heart.

Killing me as his deep blue eyes were looking at me so lifelessly was the greatest nightmare up until now.

I promised that I believe him but I didn't.

" I never want to see you ever again. " 

" Catalina..."

" Stay away from me. You monster!"

I  should believe him. 

" I want to leave the Dremor Clan."

I should have never doubt him.

" Is there something wrong?"

" There's nothing. I just wake up from a dream that Gavin your not that light that save me but the darkness that consume me."

" Can we just forget? If it's hurting you. Can we just forget the past and go back to before?"

" I hate you. Can we really go back to that life before?"

Perhaps I really hurt him.

But I want to change. I am changing isn't it?