Realizations

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It hurt me more than it should've,  he thinks of me as a friend now.
And I'm engaged to someone I don't feel anything for.

So I guess this truly is what I have to live with.

I was laying on the couch trying to find something to watch on Netflix but I couldn't keep my mind clear.

I guess it hurt because I like Young Do.
I should accept it so I can move past it since he clearly has.

He smiles at me like a friend everytime I see him these days.

I heard my phone ring

It was him
Young Do

My heart started racing even just seeing his name on his screen.

Am I that down bad ?

I shook my head to clear my thoughts and answered my phone.

"Wanna have noodles?" He asked the moment I picked up.

"Yes" I said plainly

"Come outside" this confused me and I got ready a little and went downstairs.

I saw him leaning against his bike parked right in front.

He smiled at me and for a second I almost caught him checking me out.

He wore a leather jacked making him look so hot.

I cleared my throat and smiled back at him.

He got on his bike and gestured me to follow.

"Hop on" he said and I got excited cause that would be so cool.

I hopped on and he gave me a helmet.

He started the bike and it soon became fast , I didn't know what to do cause I got scared and I involuntarily grabbed his shoulders for support.

But then he sped up even more and I couldn't help but move closer and snake my arms under his to hold his waist.

I felt his abs through the open jacket and a very thin T shirt and I couldn't help but turn into a tomato.

I was happy that he couldn't see my face but unbeknownst to me he had adjusted the side mirror to glance directly at me and he very much did see me.

Young Do smiled and drove a bit slower trying to feel Y/n close to him a little longer.

....

He stopped directly outside a big mansion and I looked around confused.

"This is my house" he said and I looked awkwardly at him.

"But"

"Don't worry, I live alone mostly,  dad's never home" he said

"Relatable" I said making him look my way and he nodded.

I gestured me to follow him.

"But you said noodles" I asked

"I'll cook for us" he said looking back and winking at me.

Not the winking uh I'm dying.

He can cook ? Ah so hot

I went in looking at the fairly lavish surroundings , it was all pretty modern style. Highly contrasting than Tan's place.

Kinda seemed like a metaphor for their personalities. And I definitely prefer this one more.

A Rottweiler came running towards Young do and he bent down to pet him.
He looked so happy
More happy than I've ever seen him.

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