"Cakap dengan Mia, apa yang abang-abang dan Kahar sembunyikan dari Mia selama ni?!" - Mia Raihana 2005
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"Boleh dok Mia?" Raif asked over the phone.
"Boleh? Ha okay okay, dalam sejam macam tu abe sapai deh?" Raif said before hanging up.
"Guano Beh?" Izal asked, throwing the rubber ball in his hand up and down put of boredom.
"Mia cakap Kahar nok outing denge kita hari ni, tapi... Mutism dia dah triggered, jadi dia dok leh bersuara selama beberapa hari ni," Raif said with a tight smile.
"Besar betul ujian adik..." Izal mumbled in pity.
"Aku dok sedap hati benanye tapi... Marilah kita gerak, Shah Alam ke Kudrat jauh," Raif said, ushering Izal to follow him.
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"Mia nak keluar tengahari ni?" Qayyum asked, lighting up a cigarette.
"Ye, abang-abang cakap dah lama tak jumpa Mia dengan adik," Mia answered softly.
"Ohh, okayy. Jaga diri kat luar nanti, sekarang ramai laki gatal," Qayyum said, rolling his eyes in jealousy.
"Aik, jealous ke?" Mia asked teasingly.
"Mana ada aku jealous, bukannya kau awek aku pun," Qayyum scoffed even though his heart was beating faster than normal by Mia's teasing tone.
"Hmm yelah abe hamla..." Mia mumbled.
"Apa?" Qayyum asked.
"Ha? Takde pape, dah lah, aku nak gerak... Bye, nanti dinner jumpa aku kat sini," Mia said, giving him a friendly smile.
"Okayy, bye bye Bungaa, jaga diri kat luar sana," Qayyum answered in an adorable voice, smiling widely at Mia who blushed at the nickname.
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Kahar stared at his relection in the mirror.
'Kau tak suci lagi Kahar, kau dah lemah. Biar aku ambil alih, kau rehat je dulu,'.
Kahar said in his mind.
Kahar himself longed to be rid of the bad memories but he knew he can't. He has his own responsibilities.
'Belum sampai masanya, dah sampai masa aku izinkan,'.
He replied mentally.
'Ikut suka hati kau, tapi ingat... Aku di sini untuk jaga kau. Jaga kita,'.
In all of Kahar's years of living, he's heard and gotten many views and thoughts on his condition. Most of them were.
'Kamu tak kuat iman,'.
'Inilah balasan tuhan kepada orang yang binasa,'.
'Kau tak cukup amalan je tu, kau solat jelah, nanti hilang,'.
He hated them all. Except for one of which his ustazaz in primary school had said to him.
"Kamu disayangi dan berada di bawah lindungan Allah Kahar, dia sayang kamu... Allah sayang kamu, ada hikmah dan hakikat semua ini berlaku kepada kamu,".
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Kata-Kataku || Abdul Kahar
Fanfiction"Ku hanya mampu membisu,". A 16 year old who has been under Selective Mutism almost his whole life suddenly experience the most hectic and crazy year of his life. Is more to come or is it worst to come? Disclaimer:All the characters rightfully be...
