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Chapter 2: Back to the city of pain.

Yes he is the only one who knows what happened that day how Shivani played with me and left me. "No i do not miss her. The abhi who loved her is dead, now i only hate her and get this thing fitted in your mind" I answered coldly.

He sighed "I don't know then how you will react to this news" he said after sometime "which news?" I asked him. "You will get to know soon." He replied. I remained silent I hope it's not something bad. I thought in my mind.

Soon we reached our mansion. As I got down from the car mom hugged me crying. I hugged her back know how terribly she wanted me to come back. "It's ok mom I am back now." I said and she smiled. I can't make my family suffer because of Shivani.

After spending some time with my parents. We had our dinner , Rakshit left for his house and we called it a night as I was very tired.

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Shivani's pov:
Sitting at my balcony I was sipping my coffee. I am having a very terrible headache it's due to lack of sleep.

I got a call from my mom. My family doesn't know anything that happened that day. They all were so worried when I suddenly came to Bangalore.

Thanks to Ritika she knows everything and handled the situation.I never wanted to separate from them or from abhi but life is unpredictable.

Shivani:" Hello mumma?"

Mom:" hello Shivani beta how are you?"
I can hear her concern for me.

Shivani: "I am good mom" I said with a small smile.

Mom: "I hope everything is packed. Your engagement is in 3 days and you are still not here. What time is your flight?"
I heard her sighing

Shivani: "yes mumma all ready, flight is at 4 in the morning I will be there by tomorrow."

Mom: "ok beta take care and come soon we miss you."

Shivani: "miss you too mumma take care bye."

I cut the call, Yes I am going to get married to whom I have no idea. My thoughts went back to Abhi and tears filled my eyes.

I and Abhi were going to inform our parents about us, that we love with each other but before that could happen everything changed.

My family is way too worried about me. They want me to get settle with this boy whom my grandfather has chosen for me. It was his last wish.

I was denying it since a year now, but my family is too determine to get me married to him. Mom's health was getting worse because of the stress that I was not agreeing for this marriage. In the end I had no other option but to agree for her.

I know its very stupid of me to agree for marriage without seeing the person. But somewhere I have lost all my hopes. I am just breathing, I have already lost everything. So much has happened in these few years that I don't think anything more worst can happen. I have left everything on God now.

The perfect word to describe my current situation is helplessness. How will I manage in the city which destroyed me.

I start to shiver just by thinking about that day. How will I manage my panic attack, I am not comfortable with peoples touch

I feel burning in my body and nauseous whenever someone touches me. How will i manage all this. I don't want my family to find out about all this and get more worried.

I don't want them to feel disgusted about me. I don't want Abhi to see me with disguste, that will surely kill me.

"everyone will feel you are disgusting Shivani no one will accept you neither as girlfriend nor as a wife not even Abhi" his words rang in my mind.

Slowly everything that happened four years ago started replying in my mind.
My body was on fire. I felt hands on me. My throat feels dry. I was getting panic attack.

"No no no please don't" i shouted tears filled my eyes.Before it can get more worse I took out my medicine from the drawer of my room and gulped it with shivering hands. I laid down on my bed and within few minutes I felt drowsy and sleep overtook me.

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Hey lovely readers here's the 2nd chapter
I hope you all will like it

Shivani is going to get married, what do you all think will happen now?

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Note: i won't be able to update for few days due to my exams. I promise to update as soon my exams are over.
Till then take care of your self.

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