Author's POV
They were now in Japan and teamed with the Japan police, they are staying at one of the police departments hide out spots, it was the afternoon and they were planning to raid the abandon building later that night, around midnight
Heeseung and Jungwon were checking and cleaning there gear/guns
Y/n walked out from her room and leaned against the door first watching them trying to build up the courage to talk to Jungwon, she's been wanted to ask if she could go with them but it was already a hassle to just go on the plane with them to come here
She knew she doesn't have the training like they do but she can't breath knowing that she'll be here while her dad and brother who she hasn't seen since she was 5/6 could possibly be in that building
She took a deep breath and then got closer
"Jungwon can I talk to you?" She asked and they both looked at her curious "Yeah sure" He asked a little surprised
Heeseung watched as they walked out of the room
Jungwon followed Y/n to the rooftop "Why did we come all the way out here?" He asked "Cause I didn't want Heeseung to hear us" She said making him suspicious
He furrowed his eyebrows and tilted his head "Cut it out" She said and he laughed, she knew what he was thinking
"I'm being serious, okay" "Okay, what is it" He said and stopped laughing to try and take her serious
Y/n's POV
"I want to go with you" she said and he laughed again a little "What?" He asked "Im serious, it's suffocating having to stay here knowing that my brother and father could be there" I said and he just shook his head
"I know but it's dangerous, you don't have near as much training as we do" He said and she nodded "I know that, but I'll be smart about it, I've used a gun before, and you saw me driving that motorcycle, I can be of some use, I'm not completely skilless"
"That's not a word" "Whatever you know what I mean" "Okay, that's true, but remember your face and how you were after you shot that gun" He said and I nodded
"I'm used to it know, I just didn't know what to expect at first, now I do" I said and he sighed and grabbed my hand pulling me closer which confused me
"You can't come with us" "Jungwon" "It's dangerous and I can't be there to protect you all the time, I fear that this could be the one time where I can't be there for you and then what, I can't risk that" He said
"Cause of those stupid orders you were giving to keep me alive?, it's fine, I'm telling you right now, it's fine, I'll be fine" "It's not those stupid orders Y/n..." He said and looked into my eyes in a different way than before making my heart race
"Well..." I started feeling hot, I didn't like it "I told you I'll be fine" I said pulling my hand away and backing up a little
"Youll get scared, you haven't been in this situation before" He said "I won't" "What about the last times you did, stop being so stubborn" "You told me to drive while we were being shot at, that's why I was scared that first time" I said and he scoffed
"But who put you there, you are so stubborn and kept pushing and pushing to be put in these situations instead of just listening and staying put" He said and it kinda hurt me a little hearing that from him
"You're not an officer, you're not trained, you're just a publisher" He said with his voice a little raised
I could tell I was annoying him, I guess I am being pushy
It didn't effect me when others were yelling but when he raised his voice at me, it was different, I don't know why it kinda hurt and I felt myself tear up
Why am I crying I asked myself
I then got mad at myself for crying and then got mad at him for making me feel like this
"Yeah well this publisher was able to get pretty far on her own that you needed her for information, you also complied with bringing me along, you could have said no and kept pushing me away" I said and he rolled his eyes and combed his hands through his hair
"Why didn't you Jungwon?" I asked "I thought I made it obvious" He said making me feel warm again, I was angry at him but just looking at him and hearing that made me want to forget about it
I hate how he makes me feel, how he gets my heart racing, how his words effect me so much that I started crying
"I want to hear you say it" I said and he just looked at me hesitant
"Im going with you and there's nothing you or Heeseung could do to stop me" "I can't let you do that" he said and raised his voice again with mine
"Stop telling me that, I don't care about your rules, your orders, that's my father and my brother and I-"
"I can't loose you Y/n!" He said interrupting me "You want me to just say it, we'll fine I'll say it, I like you, I really like you and I hate that I do, cause I'm an agent and im suppose to keep you safe and out of danger and I didn't want to leave you alone cause I was scared of not being able to see you, so that's why I didn't say no or push you away" He said and I didn't know what to say to that, I had a feeling he felt like this but hearing it is different
"I couldn't push you away and I hated it cause I didn't realize why until recently, we can't be together cause of our positions so even if by chance you liked me too, it wouldn't work, and I kept telling myself trying to forget about it but with this whole coming to Japan thing, it has me thinking about it again, just thinking about you coming with us and if you...if you die, I would just blame myself" He said and I felt a tear fall down my cheek
"You really feel that why?" I asked and he nodded "That's why you can't come with us, cause I need you to be there when I come back" He said making me melt inside
"I'm sorry..." He said looking down
I stepped closer and cupped his face making him look at me "Im sorry too...Ill stay" I said and kissed him, he looked at me shocked but then held my face pulling me back in
My arms moved to behind his neck as he held my face with one hand and my waist with the other
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Heeseung's POV
What on earth is taking so long? Are they making out?
God I could feel the tension earlier, I could cut it with a knife
I'm done cleaning the gear, I'm just waiting for them to come back and for the call from the Japanese police for a cue to go, it's getting close to time
The door opened and Y/n walked in with a sigh and headed to her room quick while Jungwon walked in with a poker face and sat down in front of me to finish cleaning his gear and guns
I stared at him and I guess he felt it cause he looked up
"What?" He asked "You two made out didn't you?" "Hyung" "What? Im just saying, it took a while and when will you learn that poker face doesn't fool me" I said and he sighed looking back down
It was silent for a bit as he was just cleaning his gun and I was looking at him suspiciously and then smirked
"I support" I said breaking the silence and he looked up annoyed, I put my hands up in innocence and walked to the kitchen to text Jay about it
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