𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐀𝐭 𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 || 𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤

You're Not Back

You ran to the beach and stayed there for a while. You were breathing heavily, having a panic attack because you didn't know what to do. Before tonight, you thought you would go back at some point, but now you can't. You were alone, covered in blood and bruises in the middle of the night

You tried to pull your shit together and think what you're gonna do since you can't go at Pope's looking like this but you couldn't even take a breath.

You slipped your shaking hand in your back pocket and pulled out your phone to call someone

You called Sarah

"Hey y/n--What are you doing so late?"

You didn't answer, you just shut your eyes closed and let some tears fall down your face

"Y/n? Are you drunk?? "

You didn't answer this time either. Instead, you hang up on her scared of what she was gonna say when she saw you like this... Of course she'd understand if you explained what happened but she wouldn't understand..

You put the phone back in your pocket, sat down but pulled it out again and called Jj shortly after..

Come on Jj--Please pick up the phone..

"Hello? " he picks up the phone

"Jj.. "

"Y/n? "

"Jj please come.. " you say sobbing

"A-are you crying? Are you okay? "

"Not really.. "

"Where are you? Y/n? "

"A-at the beach "

"Just calm down, okay? I'm coming as fast as I can "

"Mhm " you finally take a deep breath

~~~

you wait sitting on the sand for the next 5 minutes or so, wiping away your tears trying to calm down

"Y/n! " you hear his voice from behind you

He quickly gets out of the Twinkie and you run towards him to hug him

"I'm sorry- " you say before pulling away from the hug

"Oh my god y/n.. " he stares at all the blood on you speechless

"I was really gonna do it! " you pace back and forth with tears in your eyes "I-I was gonna kill him " you start shaking again

"Who? " he asks softly

"My dad.. " you stop pacing abruptly

"He did this to you?! " you notice a tear falling down his face while he says that

"I'm sorry about what I said the other day, I just didn't want you to find out what he did and I had nowhere to go and now I'm staying at Pope's but I can't go there like this " you say in one breath, ignoring his question "and now I'm freaking out cuz I don't know what I'm gonna do with- "

"Hey hey hey.. It's okay " he grabs you gently by the shoulders "You're gonna come with me at the chateau " he holds your hand

~~~

You arrive at the chateau

"Wait, they can't see me like this " you say getting out of the twinkie

"You're gonna have to sneak in " he grabs your hand and leads you to the back door "When we get in, I'm gonna go get something and I'll meet you in my room "

"Okay " you give him a slight smile before you get in

You walk slowly but also trying to hurry a bit on the tip of your toes and go up the stairs