Matsun'pov
I lost the person i loved the most the person that cared and never judged anyone they always wore a smile
And they always saw the good in me even after the shit i pulled but it wasn't enough for me to save them i couldn't i killed themMatsun:Its my fault i'm an asshole
I was standing by their grave constantly saying my sorry to them
Matsun:Sunshine i am sorry i am so sorry
Let me take you back i am Matsunkawa issei this is the story of how i loved cheated and lost the most special person to me to everyone
See that cute smiling ginger that is or rather was my other half i messed up so bad what happened to him i did This is me currently
Cheating in mine and sho's bed while he was out with his brother aka my captain
Sho:issei I'm home Tooru Ni had to go home he is in the dog house with Iwa again Issei you here
Sho went to there shared bedroom opened the door and saw his bf and senpai together
Sho:Tf Issei
Matsun:S-S-Sunshine
Sho ran off cluching his chest Matsun ran after him only to see sho drop to the floor
Matsun:SHO!!!!!
He wasn't breathing
Matsun:Omg sho
Makki:Matsun is he okay?
Matsun:I don't know lets get him to the hospital
They rush him in
Matsun was told takotsubo cardiomyopathy (broken heart) the only thing keeping him alive is the machines they said they have to pull it
Matsun:No please please save him save him sunshine please come on fight
Doctor: we are sorry sir
They pulled the plug and issei cried yelling
Matsun:WHY IS LOVE SO HARD?!!!!!
Matsun pov
Now you are caught up i am the reason for my bfs death i am now infront of his grave crying hanamaki hugging me it is my fault for being selfish my fault because i fell in love with two people
My sunshine and Makki accept my feelings for makki blossomed later and as a result i was made to pick my first love my sunshine or the guy I cheated on my sunshine with why is love so hard and so cruel even if I do deserve this punishment it still hurts But sho if you can see me right now and hear me please know thisHe looks at sho's grave one more time
Matsun:I will always love you My sunshine My world My first love Oikawa Shoyo
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book of haikyuu one shots
Non-Fictionall the haikyuu oneshots i have done on wit i will copy to here This will feature rare ships Fem hinata and other characters as female My own AU siblings This will be nothing and not repesent the anime or manga the characters are so out of charac...