CW: Domestic Abuse(mental, emotional, gaslighting), BPD, ASPD, Victimisation
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Pick up the phone,
It's rude to ignore,
Just like that,
Press its mouth against your ear,
Let the words flow in,
'ー Can you hear her arguing with me? No, you don't get to speak to her
You're too nice to her, ーIt's the tone ーHow do we fix her, take me back, I can't stay here with her!
I'm going insane! what's there for her to be sad about?
Let's get another child.'
You aren't allowed to end the call,
Keep listening,
'You're hurting me ー! The marks, you had months to prepare, months ー
This is what happens when you don't - no, no he had time to study, to prepare
He wasted time,
Time with those filthy things, the things you said,
This is God's punishment, punishing us, not just you... Block her.'
Can you hear the sounds?
Them fighting to escape,
The chains hitting their skin,
Harder each time
It's pathetic to run,
They know that
'Don't you touch me! You don't get to hit me! I'm your ー
You're lying. I can't trust you!
Always lying! Stay! Have I not punished you enough?
Lie to me again, and I promise, I will burn you.'
They can't escape,
Why should youー
JE LEEST
The Ruin Remains
PoëzieAn anthology of poetry and prose surrounding mental health, and psychological trauma, where I've used my words to draw out the river of emotions I wish I could've understood back then. Each chapter will have a content warning. A journey of emotio...
