"it never felt like i was meant for this world
it never felt right being here surrounded by everyone
theres no place for me with othersi never knew what love was as a child
it was always dead"TO BUILD A HOME, STATION19
EVELYN HARRIS KNEW SHE WASN'T DESTINED FOR LOVE, SHE'D BEEN NOTHING MORE THAN AN AFTERTHOUGHTfrom the second she was born she'd been pushed aside watching as her birth mom chased her next high rather than play dolls with her— (not that she had any toys to do so anyway) — the cycle continued when she was thrown into the foster system, often left to her own devices. Evelyn quickly concluded she was the problem
it was no one's fault, she was just simply unlovable
The known fact didn't stop her from watching the other kids run into their parents arms as the school bell sounded, being so easily loved— they were never pushed away, so why was she?
Evelyn didn't know why the universe was so against her, it seemed to her that everything she touched fell apart; why me why me why me she asked
herself constantlyIn the morning as she scavenged for food for breakfast. On the bus on her way to school. At the back of her dreaded creative writing class. In the bathroom mirror as she covered her bruises with dollar tree makeup and on the mattress as she ran her fingers through the golden locks of her daughters hair, praying to whatever god was out there that oh so sweet Faith wouldn't wake from the screams of her fighting foster parents
But Evelyn Harris definitely had no fucking clue
why Maya and Carina Deluca-Bishop decided that
out of all the foster kids in the world, ( the ones she
swears deserves a family more) to give their love to her, why her?
pmgclara—EVELYN HARRIS
'eve, evie, lyn'fifteen. silver jewellery. morning person. clean girl. Ribbons. book worm. Taylor swift. Water. dried flowers. showers. cheese cake. chapstick. doodles
&lolly may...faith Harris
danielle sarve...maya bishop
stefania spampito...carina deluca
cecelia chancez... athena grace
gracie abrams... emily shepherd
chris sturnolio... chris shepherd
station19/greys cast...their characters
and others... as described/imagined
a note from the author <3,
welcome to, to build a home!! currently rewriting & previous chapters will be up soon, with added detail!this story will include mentions of death, blood, anxiety, angst, depression, self harm, child neglect, abuse, rape, teen pregnancy and a whole lot of fluff. If you find any of the above triggering then this may not be the story for you. Tw warnings will be issued at the beginning of each chapter. so if you do find any of these uncomfortable don't worry<333
I hope you enjoy reading this story, & please know
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Fanfictionఌ⁎⋆to build a home- ❝cause I built a home from me for you❞ marina 𝙭 daughter station 19 writing in progress