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Blood makes relatives, loyalty makes family.
A triplet in the past - twins now.
A fucked up past with traumatized experiences and looses.
A duty to live with suddenly nine long not seen brothers.
A...
If you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it
If you're happy and you know it shout hurray (hurray)
Li and I scream the last word in silent to us together and the song ends. Unfortunately. It was such a nice party, wasn't it? Only the killjoys didn't find it that funny ... I think. Everybody left. Except of Riccardo and Silvio who are still sitting on their places and from the side looking, you could think that they're okay, but if you look in their faces- hahaha - oh gosh. They look like, they didn't sleep the last 2 days. The hair is tousled, eye bags are visible and wrinkles form on their forehead. Oops. It's too lovely to see every fucking time, how everything becomes chaos and goes down and you're the responsible or more Li.
At the moment they're not able to speak - it's not like we would ask for permission anyway - so Li and I just stand up to walk to our rooms. As soon as we shut the door from my room, we both fall to the ground and hold our tummies from laughing.
"Hahaha that was hahaha so nice!"- Li says between her laughs.
"Yes! Did you see how Alessandro burst out again? Hahahah."
"And Angsthase cursed like a teenager!"
Perfect distraction from THAT question.
Alessandro
"MAKE THE WHOLE SYSTEM FINALLY SAFE. IF ONE MORE TIME SOMEONE CAN HAKE IN MY SYTSEM, Y'ALL WILL BE DEAD WITHIN A SECOND! UNDERSTAND?" - I scream trough our whole office as soon as I arrived. My anger and frustration is at the highest it will ever be and if someone bother me now, I cannot promise for anything.
A synchronic and shuttered 'Yes' follows instantly, but I don't pay any more attention. They should do their fucking job. We're the Italian Mafia. I don't have time for such kindergarten, and I don't pay them good for nothing. Argh. Anger and frustration are the only feelings at the moment.
Anger because my team is not able to stand there where it belongs to be. We're the FUCKING Italian Mafia, for god's sake!
And frustration because I'm not able to put the pieces finally together and solve the puzzle, who stands behind everything.
At the moment everything is too much. One moment the strange and sassy behavior from the Nes'. But at another one the quietness from them. The happiness which fills up my body after 11 years without them. But also, the concerns about their body like the scar above the eye from Neliana or the scar on Nelionos' lips. Also the whole behavior and- and look. Of course, they look like our Juniors - especially Neliana. But the cold and emotionless face and the switch from their- yeah maybe whole personality. Neliana was always the happy kid, put everybody a smile on the face. She was very close to me, the single person who I showed my real emotion because she was so innocent und understandable. Clever. And now she is just like me. Cold. Ruthless.
FUCK.
Another big thing is the suddenly on the time with the Nes' return started pranks. Is it coincidence? Or do they have anything to do with it? But why should they do such things?
My thoughts are interrupt from Leonardo's voice.
"I go to Xavier and ask wether he needs help or not." I nod for my understand although I know that he's just searching for a distraction because Xavier doesn't need help. Never. He's like me. Silent and effective working. He's good by doing his job as a hacker and he's the last one I would blame for it ... even if the digital part is mostly his one.
I cannot blame Leonardo - I would do the same if I could - but I'm the Don and searching for distraction, would show weakness and that's the most forbidden thing with the most dangerous and riskiest consequents. So, I reply with a cold "I'm in my office."
My office. A safe and hated place for me at the same time. It's held in black tones, of cause, and consists of all necessary things I need for my own work because nobody except of my brothers and cousins are allowed to be here. It's settled at the end of my main office here, in Italia, so an invisible but tactile border is between the apart with all the meeting, working, eating ect. rooms and my apart.
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As soon as I step through the door and toward my comfy office chair, my shoulders relaxed a bit. All the stress, tension, and concern from the last hours - or now already days - come over me together.
I run my hands through my hair. Argh. My head runs at the moment a marathon. Everything want to be progressed. Analyzed. But it's too much.
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Moinsen wolves,
a normal dinner with Neliono and Neliana? Not possible :)
Trouble always follows them ... but they cannot hid from THAT question forever ... when will it get released? Find out by reading more ;)
