They're happy. That's good.
But I can't help but feel... something.
No, not jealous.
Something else.
Sadness.
Not sadness like the sadness that I feel every day, just because I'm here and existing and alive. Sadness like... Sadness, like...
Sadness like, I miss them.
Both of them, yeah.
I just kinda stare awkwardly. That's something I'm good at. Awkwardness. I'm a very awkward person.
"So..." Jared starts. "Are, uh. Are you two together then?"
He gestures to Michael and Rich.
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