THIS CHAPTER INVOLVES SEXUAL CONTENT INTENDED FOR A MATURE AUDIENCE
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Chapter Eight -
"I'm ready whenever you are," he kisses my forehead.
I'm ready.
"Hold on," he leaves the room. I assume he's getting protection.
I'm left alone for a second to think about what's going on right now. Am I ready to lose my virginity? Do I trust him enough?
Yes.
He comes back and I tense up. He gets on top of me.
"Are you sure?" He asks.
"Stop asking me that,"
I begin to tug on the back of his neck to pull him towards me. Our lips meet. But this time it's something different. Something about the fact that we are about to change makes the kiss feel more intimate.
He leaves kisses down my jawline down to my collarbones.
"Let me know when you want me to stop,"
He kisses my forehead one more time before it happens.
It hurts. A lot. I hold on to him until the pain subsides.
"Ow," I blurt out.
"A-Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" He stops.
"No, keep going,"
He continues to rock his hips slowly. After a while I get used to the pain and it slowly turns to pleasure.
"Dylan," I say
"Yes?" He whispers into my neck.
"It's okay,"
He speeds up his rhythm. I accidentally push my hips into him.
"Don't d-do that," he stutters.
"Why not?" I giggle.
He continues. This time he takes his time and kisses my lips.
This experience wasn't like the books I've read. It wasn't steamy or explicit. It was love. It was pure love making. He treated me so well and gently. It was something I only dreamed of.
"I love you so much," he breathes.
"I love you too,"
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That doesn't even count as smut ok that was adorable. This book is gonna have 10 chapters so it's almost over just a heads up hehe
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Fanfiction"I like you, wether you're black, blue, orange, purple, I don't care. I like you," Dylan O'Brien / AU [mature content & strong language]
